MOOCOW

 2-4pm's class was cancelled today so I went shopping @ Gurney w/ Dharsh :D

@ Macaron Cafe. Clockwise from bottom :

English Rose, Mango, Vanilla, Lime Basil, Blueberry

 (ikr so smart can remember some more) (green one tastes like old lady's soap) 

overrated weiiiiiiii, and empty calories T_T

 (I would buy the bustier . . .if i had anything to fill it with HAHA)

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

I blogged today because I left my pencil case in college so I can't study *SNORTS.

and my blog lacks a post with pictures :P (yup even though all these are from Instagram)

did i mention that I LOVE MOO COWWWWWWWWW? kay byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I've never wanted to be in a relationship. I just don't.
and by relationships, yes I do mean the whole boyfriend girlfriend affair,

(Spared me the whole teen angst related to broken hearts and ex-boyfriends)

In all honesty, *clears throat, I've always been there to scoff at certain couples in high school (yes now you know hor) , rolled my eyes inwardly and silently went 'ah knew it' when they broke up 

okay go ahead and throw something at me.

I still find it amusing when people couple up in high school. 

how do you face the same person you supposedly claim you loved once and watch them date your classmate.

okaylor. you can call me immature for not being able to let go so easily and let them 'move on'

but again. isn't the point of a relationship to be together for a really long time yes until you get married , squeeze out a few kids , fight over household chores and mortgage, make up and repeat the whole cliche cycle again . 

now I shall stop before someone drives a bulldozer over me 

oh wait. most annoying question i was asked in my life

F1 kid : Don't you feel lonely without a boyfriend ?

*explodes.

Let me get back to you when I'm 40 and unmarried, living in a household of pugs.

For now, sorry too busy being shallow having shopping sprees with girlfriends and dining out with guy friends and not having to care about anyone specifically

^^

today

1. Cold Coffee - Ed Sheeran
2. 12 Fingers - Young The Giant
3. Ribbons - Ingrid Michaelson
4. Anyone Else But You - The Moldy Peaches
5. 9 Crimes - Damien Rice
6. Tire Swing - Kimya Dawson
7. Counting Crows - Mr. Jones
8. Save Tonight - Eagle Eye Cherry
9. Five Years - Noah And The Whale
10. Make A Beast Of Myself  - Twin Atlantic

i need a life.

yayy ice-cream 

maybe not.

so I was fine yesterday. and the day before.

never mind the achy feeling I chose to ignore, never mind the niggling discomfort that I'm binge eating, never mind that sheer emptiness is worse than plain old hurt

and I thought it would diminish over time.

apparently not when I wake up crying

see, for a while, I refuse to admit that it made me happy, more than happy maybe, turned up the corners of my mouth, gave me a bounce in my walk, and every cliche quote you can come up with that oozes with happiness

so now that it came back to pummel me right in the gut, I don't have a right to sit and wallow in self-pity do I.
I want to look back, filter every moment, delete off the less than perfect moments, and when I pierce it back together, it will be how I want to remember it by, who cares that the pieces slide together into the empty spaces and never fit quite right, I like it that way.

for now, coffee :D

I was ready to rant. really. but then now, I think, I would rather eat homemade Nyonya kuih and watch Pretty Little Liars

Ikr, terrible timing when semester exams are 2 weeks away.

OH WELL.

my Mum is awesome ^^

Blessed Mother's Day :D *says this out loud to no one in particular

this week I,

1. decided to start jogging again since i find it impossible to cut back on food and have been substituting breakfast and lunch with chips and cookies T___T the calories T___T (only manage a 15 minutes jog thrice a week but it'll do for now) 

2. had my first ever study session (I did 11 questions of Math in 2 hours) WIN or FAIL you decide

3. forgave

a hugeass picture to show off my pimples and double chin

and also the sad face 'cause I miss Mum.

IAMSOSLEEPYRIGHTNOWIDUNWANSTUDYEVENTHOUGHIHAVELESSTHANAMONTHTOSEMESTEREXAMBYEBYE

I really need to STUDEEEEEEEEE. Semester exam in a month boo-hooooooooo. and I am annoyed to admit that Biology is getting on my nerves , I used to be rather fond of it .___________. oh God one page on replication of DNA alone took me a dozen cookies and an entire night. also need to download ALLLLL of Noah And The Whale's songsssssss. and get enough sleep 'cause my biological clock is pretty screwed and my period's all messed up (like who the heck has it 3 times in a month? oh me) Yup. Definitely need to see a gynecologist. hmmmmm. Parents leaving for KL so I'll be home with the grandparents for the weekend, heeeeh pizzaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, lots of it. now if only i'd bothered to finish my driving lessons. but pizza sounds fine to me especially when it's delivered to my house. oh oh reading John Grisham's The Client now (yup his books were the reason why i initially wanted to do law hohoho) (don't ask why i changed my mind)

if you want to know why i sound drunk it's because i am i'm hungry

i'm turning into a big fat walking cliche.

question marks

when am i supposed to move on;

how do i know which delicate junction to pick, to know what is right, to have the self-assurance that i can pick myself up, brush myself off and breathe when it's over;

what if it doesn't end when i want it to, and i'm stuck in a web of spun lies and unforgiveness;
what do i do when i'm daunted by the unknown; 

what if i lose every ounce of trust i ever had; 

i honestly don't know but to trust in God. 

p/s: childish thought running through my head. thoughts that i will regret tomorrow. thoughts that haunt you when it's past midnight and you're feeling down

a bit disheartened to be honest.

list of songs i really like ,

1. Seaside : The Kooks
2. Bloom : The Paper Kites
3. Giving Up : Ingrid Michaelson
4. Ten Thousand Words : The Avett Brothers
5. Airplanes : Local Natives
6. People : Mac Miller
7. Worth Wondering : Bronze Radio
8. Lego House : Ed Sheeran
9. I Still Miss You : Hawk Nelson
10. The Summer : Josh Pyke

ikr, most of them are slowwwww songs . just downloaded a bunch . yay.

 Cultural Day in college, had Henna done for RM 5 :) went back for the weekend and watched a tutorial on ombre nails and decided to try it out

i love love floral banana clips , can't stop buying 'em .____.

nothing much happened, other picts on Instagram :)
very tired.

the most fattening week of my life.

*flashback to the bacon and cheese biscuits Alson bought from Melbourne, 2 servings of Froyo w/ toppings, Boost berry drink, four-course dinner at Bon Appetit, cheese naan and Tandoori chicken, entire loaf of chicken sandwich, Subway steak and cheese and double chocolate cookie, Tom Yum campur.

oh no, and it's not even a week yet. all that in 3 days.and i have yet to satisfy my craving for Starbucks.

10 things

i look forward to ;

1. weekends

2. froyo sessions @ Gurney Paragon

3. Skyping 

4. clicking the Stumble Upon button again and again

5. staying in bed and listening to sad indie songs

6. buying a few good books 

7. lunch breaks

8. June

9. learning how to do a proper waterfall braid

10. starting over

i have this serious issue, i can't tell anyone how i honestly feel,  i'm not sure if it's the loss of blood or I'm just plain sad. fail much.

(yes, there you have, an update from me, even though less than 3 people actually bother following my blog now *doles out candies to non-existing followers)

oh and as cliche as it is to paste lyrics on blogs,

What if we stop having a ball?

What if the paint chips from the wall?

What if there's always cups in the sink?

What if I'm not what you think I am?

What if i fall further than you?

What if you dream of someone new?

What if i never let you win, chase you with a rolling pin?

Well what if i do

Giving Up : Ingrid Michaelson

having the worst case of PMS this week.
now i feel like bursting into tears for no reason.

i will set my priorities straight. i will recognize the more important things. i will not lose myself. i will work harder. i will not give in.

*chants over and over

(how this is related to a lala picture of myself i dunno)

P/s : oh and i have a roommate now.

my worst fears

 1. any incidents related to lizards
2. old ladies from horror movies, the kind with straggly long hair and yellow teeth. oh and cackles evilly every 5 seconds.
3. going bald.

scares the crap out of me

 heh i want a Paul Frank tee

good hair day! 

Well lately when I look into your eyes I'm going down, down, down, down

the comforts of home - Astro, mum's cooking, laundry basket (yes really) , the ease of falling asleep, stacks of Time magazines and Reader's Digest, clean sheets, not having to eat cereal as a substitute for a meal, the absence of dust bunnies and fat cockroaches ,

I could go on forever.

really. I have an entire stack to finish.

i don't have the time or patience to blog regularly anymore, i'm pretty amazed by my ability to have done so when i was in F3, i must have spent 90% of my time blogging then , oh God, no wonder i grew up to be the lifeless person i am now. and no wonder i failed KH in every monthly test.

  p/s: actually browsing through my phone's gallery to get inspiration wth lamest blogger ever

what is amazing? (don't cringe at the lamness it's past midnight and it's the best i can do)

1.sleeping over at Dharsh's place w/ Ellisya

we one malaysia gang .

2 .her house. TV room w/ projectors, dance studio and a mini bar , heh.

2. I Love Moo Cow's yogurt, enough said.

3.

yup cause we're ghey like that

4. a few other people

i was on a rant the other day, telling someone how i have this tendency to make others feel that i under appreciate them. truth is, I find it hard to get emotionally attached to someone, so if i started listing out the people i truly care for, the exact number would be 8 , i mean, honestly, if i tripped and rolled down an entire flight of stairs tonight (typing this out actually amused me, to be exact the word 'rolled' did) no one out there would care, probably go 'OUCH SHIT THAT SUCKS' and get on with their lives 5 seconds later, and i wouldn't mind because i would do the same to them. it's all a tad confusing but i'd rather say it then tell a benign lie, people who whine about how no one cares if they die should be stuck into blender and made into puree take a step back and ask themselves if they care about the other party as much as they want to be cared for. okay end of rant, i'm not in the slightest pissed and no nothing happened to have triggered this, I feel like ranting again that's all.

P/s: New Girl or Business Studies ?

*gives in to sleep

should i show them all my scars? cherry red, bleeding burn

i have a serious obsession with tops like this.
(oh and ya i suck at braiding but the flash makes it look less terrible)
(and my hair isn't that color, more like a dull brown bleh, probably gonna buy a bottle of hair dye and get my mum to do it for me)

ooh. and Business class is cancelled tmr.yay. more time to study for the test
 p/s: don't really get why everyone (who's isn't in Penang) is getting all paranoid over rumors of  earthquakes/tsunamis  .___________.

anyway. luckily public holiday hor, else i'd be stuck on the island too

kay i just downloaded Girl With The Dragon Tattoo , bye bye :P

the boy who trapped the sun - copper down

degree of how screwed up i am :
1.overslept twice this week
2. i'm skipping Biology class right now to study for Moral test
3. which happens to be in 3 hours and I have 10 chapters to cover, and in need of 80/100 to pass because i screwed up the previous ones so my average is a 40 which is a fail. numbers numbers
4. yet here i sit (with greasy, unwashed hair) staring blankly at a blog i haven't given much thought about in ages and contemplating pressing the delete button , knowing it's something i'll never bring myself to do
5. spent an entire week downloading music instead of studying
6. realizing every post (recent one anyways that i type out absent-mindedly) is related to me studying . or the lack of it.
7. had a rather conspicuous amount of biscuits which costs 30 cents per packet and is suspiciously addictive . (it's so cheap weih i ate 20 packets already)

that's it. i'm stopping at 7.

being reminded of your past isn't exactly delightful, and i mean those awful self-deprecating moments you have when you're 15 and in one of those phases of feeling vulnerable to the slightest criticisms or unloved or attacked  and lashing out without weighing the consequences or reasoning

it's all really silly now.

 i can't bring myself to delete those posts because it's all those 'moments' , as insignificant and trivial they are, they make me, and now they're a reminder that certain people don't matter a few years down the road, and really, are certain things worth the tears and worrying?

few things really do.

i still lose myself now and then. it's something i can't explain but it happens . it's why i really like being alone at times, to just reflect, pray and bring myself back because it's so easy to be swallowed up by everything.

*feels grateful that i don't have a roommate.

and now, i start Moral

in love w/ their songs :)

and don't give up on my blog yetttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt :( i really have TONS to study cause i've been slacking too much (braiding classmate's hair / sleeping / talking in almost every class and now i know shit about bonding forces and genetic stuff) boo-hoo. yes i blame myself.

hello. feeling a bit sad. maybe i need to sleep it off.

a lot to be grateful for ,

and i don't show it enough

God, parents, my brother, few amazing friends i have, a certain someone, results, decisions

but really God and parents first :)

this should be a long naggy post with me pouring out my uhm feelings (whatever feelings hidden somewhere which i can conjure up anyway) 

*gets hit in the face with a billboard the size of a house with neon lights flashing 'CHEM TEST TMR PURE MATH THE NEXT BIO ON WED'

ooh wake up call. (and i just used this as my FB status) (you're allowed to scoff at my lameness) (and extent of creativity wtf) 

anyway, my parents have been gone for 2 days already and when they get back i'd be in college already so basically i'm coming back to spend my weekend with grandpa. except that he ignores me and watches football all the time HAHA. so they went off to KL to drop my brother off at Taylor's 

*cries 

yes i actually miss my brother okay

even though we hurl verbal insults at each other (online and offline) and throw stuff at each other (but now no more don't give me that look) and lots of other mean stuff i can't rmb , we will still stick up for each other no matter what *cues AWWW. and he's super protective (idk good or bad sometimes) and i always tell him to find a gf who's nice and likes shopping lol lol *shallow qualities 

now i really need to get my license .

okay. STUDEEEEEEE. goodnight !

HELLO :)

isn't Nutella awesome. 

p/s: didn't sleep that night sorry for the sleep deprived face

SPM results

remember a while ago, when i was freaking out over BM the day before SPM.

DAMNIT. 

and why the heck did i have to burst into tears and sob like mad in front of all my juniors and ex-schoolmates . everyone probably thought i failed every subject, and so annoying , i wish people would have the courtesy to turn away instead of staring openly like i'm live entertainment .________________. not that i actually blame anyone. i'd probably stare too if some idiot started wailing on her mum's shoulder while blubbering on about a stupid B+ . in fact i'd slap her to save her the embarrassment hahaha wth.

and i didn't actually check my results before i started crying lol lol. 

oh God, why. 

if you want to know it's because our school has this uhm, delightful way of giving us back our results, they get every student with straight As to line up in front and get their certs on stage. and i actually had hope at first okay, until i went and confirmed that i got smthg less than an A- 

T______________________________________________________T

yes. i cried . like mad. 

and even after checking my results i still did.

._____________________________________________________.

my Mum was so freaked out lol lol lol lol lol

P/s: honestly i'm more freaked out that i actually got an A+ for Physics . HAHA. 

okaylah nights. A LEVELS IS WAY MORE IMPORTANT ^^

damnit i didn't get straight As wish i could trade in A+ for A-

(webcam) bleh :P

tomorrow

P/s: was half joking. oh God. SPM results. whyyy. my hair looks like crap and i'm a few shades darker than back then whyyy *bimbo mode.

okay. i do smthg productive now, bye bye.

oh and i replied formspring questions i'm just now posting them here

i dont actually get all the bullshit on 9gag about sleep paralysis and lucid dreams . they make it sound like smthg worth trying when it's not. it still scares the shit out of me when it happens.

toughest period in my life.

dunno why i feel so emo and tired now. bye bye.

i won an iPod Nano ^^ a blueee oneeee . heh. lucky draw. my Mum did actually but she gave it to me :P kay going off to either jog/cell group. still can't decide. bye :D

ur brown bag...where did u get it?

i can't remember.

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i hate sarcastic people. are you sarcastic?

oh hate me please.

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what color are ur nails now?

it's just clear polish

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do u have an ipad, iphone?

neither.

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how's driving?

ahh. it's tmr.

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What are your parents working as? I need dream occupations so that my kids will live a fantastic life like urs!

have you seen me eating COLD MASHED POTATO for lunch (idk how this is related but whatever) , getting hurt, and every shit that came my way? No.

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have u thought of yourself as spoilt?

i am a bit actually. yes i am admitting that.

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u r super rich, aren't u?

Darl, if i were super rich. I wouldn't be praying and planning to study my ass off to study abroad

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Finally you blog about your S'pose trip :D

Haha yeaps.

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today i will not study
today i will sit in bed and eat cookies and cry

oh and read 9gag.

^^

I need approximately 1 million Ringgit to study Dentistry in Uni Of Melbourne, please and thank you , (and that's the fees alone) *prays really hard.

and errr. will study really hard too. 

but i'm really tired now. classes were 6 hours long today :(

and because my blog looks really pathetic i'll add a few picts from the trip to S'pore even though it's long overdue

 proper Christmas dinner w/ turkey, stuffing and cranberry sauce :D

aww i used to piggyback him until his weight skyrocketed to being almost the same as mine zzz

Story : his teacher made him run around the field during recess along with the other overweight kids. 

HIM : I'm not THAT fat.

ME : *snorts.

 laser light show @ Marina Bay

 Day 2 

 the terrible state of my hair before i realized i was using the wrong product fml.

 *overexcited. best ride ever weih! Tranformers i mean. in case well.
(and that's saying a lot since we queued for 2-3 hours and i'm the impatient whiny type of person so if it doesn't live up to my expectation i'll probably diss it like mad)

 it rained so we bought ponchos for 2 SGD.

and was really thankful for them. 

 he loves chocolates too.

 oh hello .

 i forgot the name of the restaurant we had dinner at but it was in USS and the xiao long pao was beyond awesome .

Day 3

 i went shopping. 

 durian , mango and almond snowflake.

 M'sia has better hawker food.

 Orchard Road :)

now if only Udders started a branch over here in Penang 

and yay i managed to blog about this in 15 minutes while having a serious convo w/ Mum on the phone. heh. 

Bye ^^

u prefer ur last time short hair or ur now long hair? i think u look pretty both also, but i like ur color now, red.

Lol, i never had a hairstyle i was satisfied with but definitely long hair over short ^^

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Why no 550D's photos? :((

'Cause i'm only back on weekends and i dont really go out then so yeah :(

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u got edit ur photos? cos they look damn pro!!!!

Lol definitely edited.

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5 Things I Need To Stop Doing

1. eating cereal for bfast/lunch/in betweens/dinner/supper
*stares sadly at boxes of Cheerios and Honey Nut Crunch

2. my obsession with Topshop. very unhealthy

3. slacking/hating Chemistry/Mechanics/PM . no scratch that. hate but don't slack / reading 9gag and blogs when i should be studying

4. drinking Starbucks.

5. having brutally sarcastically mean thoughts *problematic person here

*slams face against keyboard in despair.

Need to get A stars and go overseas T______________________________T

and i miss my DSLR boo-hoo.

And if you're homesick give me your hand and I'll hold it;

i forgot what i wanted to blog about.

if i can survive on 7.50 like you do i'll be so so so rich :P how to save moneyyyyy? D:

Bring homecooked food or eat cereal.

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Mel why so emoo?

Mishh youu.

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Cause I had read a post about green on your blog :P

oh. that was a long time ago heh

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i didn't know silence was a sound on it's own, deafening, swallowing your thoughts, echoing them back and forth .
i didn't know i could feel so much fear.

i'm glad i'm back home.

Starbucks? 7.50?

crazy isit. 7.50 is for a plate of char kuey tiew with extra egg.

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i wanted to wake up early but not THIS early. i am insane. i have to be. and i have fever. fever makes me insane. no painkillers . why Mel why didn't you get painkillers.

HOW DID YOU SURVIVE ON 7.50?! TELL US, MASTER!

oh my mum cooked one week's worth of meals for me i heat em up everyday . else it's cereal. *dodges rotten tomatoes being flung in my direction

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why you so melonie? :P

so mean bleh :P

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Melisaaa! :P

Wendyyyyyy !

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Hey Mel!! "Stop Lynas" theme colour is your lovely green!!

oh i why isit MY green? LOL

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skinny love : birdy

oh noooh. i'm turning into a pile of mush.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

must be the picts of pugs/poms/huskies/akitas/collies i'd been staring at for the past 4 hours. and i have Business class tmr T___T need to study weihhhhhhhhhhhh.

*distracted. MUST get to Gurney tmr. I actually had 2 pieces of clothing on hold since last Fri (cause Topshop student discount on Tues and Thurs heh) now i feel terrible. and yay i only spent RM7.50 on food this week.

NOW BEG ME TO REVEAL HOW I SURVIVED ON RM7.50.

(unrelated topic) :

more than the hearts emotions on WhatsApp/Skype,
more than Green Tea Cream with chocolate chips
more than pugs and yes my dog
more than sleeping in on rainy days and eating junk food
more than the XOs
more than watching reruns of any favorite shows
more than the comfiest sweater
more than caffeine
more than the familiarity of hometowns
more than books and movies

......................and yes this post is meant to be pointless so try figuring out my point i shall sleep now and wake up early to study *says this confidently .

Matthew 5:3-12
5 : Blessed are the meek for they shall inherit the earth

Nights ;)

a lil' crushed; a bit lost; blissfully ignoring the days i had left; contented; pangs of isolation; uncertain; but hopeful. 

sums up the past 2 months.

:D

yay . and it's white not pink.

Actually I went the PC fair just know, not many stalls only.

oh i just bought my laptop there loll

Ask me anything :)

But it will be a different kind 'Cause I'll be holding all the tickets And you'll be owning all the fines

Hello there. yes I'm staying over in Penang for the weekend instead of heading home like i usually do. probably some stupid psychology thing but whenever i pack up and load my stuff into the car to go back to the mainland, i get this 'Oh zzz so effing tired what did i do this week, climb a mountain? *passes out in the backseat .

so anyway. moral class from 9-4 today so yeah why not stay.

and thank youuuuu Clarence for lending me your laptop :D mine died blah blah going to the PC fair in Straits Quay tmr so hopefully 

 kay stuff i did this week

1. spaced out in Chemistry, WhatsApped in Biology/Mechanics, slept in Stats. (not necessary in that order)

noooooohhhhh Mel *slaps. need to focusssssssssssssssssssss . 

2. oh and sat for 3 tests. another 3 on Monday. and i studied nothing yet sigh. 

3. wondered why i took Science and got a lil' depressed around 3am .

4. read a few amazing verses which made me few better (yes i know, contradicts everything i just said and me whining but yeah) 

5. got myself new headphones (orange and matching pfft), calculator (finally) and pendrive. plus a couple novels from the prev weeks and there goes my RM200 voucher

6. watched This Means War *reminds myself to Google for main actor

7. Had lunch at SQ w/ EuJin . Delicious is a lil' overrated lor, the hot chocolate with marshmallows was zzzzz

Me (to him) : this made me lose faith in chocolate

 i don't have the time to get my phone fixed hence the annoying black dot 

chicken steak burger.

 *turns up nose 

so many things bugging me right now . really trying not to get annoyed by ppl. *exhales. i mean. honestly i don't get offended when people spew stuff in my face like Church (yes he's a person) going "omg you use facial cream and your skin still looks that bad?" no really . i don't feel a thing i just laugh along i dunno why okay. but it;s when people do it unintentionally then it hurts . like the offhand remark about your weight or smthg personal zzz. 

OMGZZZZZ my brother is . *EXHALES annoying *INHALES me *HYPERVENTILATES. 

*stabs smthg repeatedly 

zzz anyway candid shots from the prev week. wish people would get off my back for stepping into Starbucks, fine it's fattening and pricey but i need it zzz *guilt talking 

okay. chemistry NOW. bye. 

HELLO :D

you hate me don't you for turning up after weeks with nthg to fill this space but a pict of myself.

i survived pure math test hehhhh. *celebrates alone in the library 

why hor. 

would you like a bak chang? :P

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ *strangles

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U have a bf?

Nah

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would u like a new bf?

i can't cause i don't have an old one.

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no more skittles flashes d D:

aww nvm the real skittles are better

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your photography skills are really, really good. i'm just super amazed by the photos that u took of ur house, the plants,garden tiles, bricks and all -debs

Lol hey ! and thanks haha :D

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regarding ur blogpost "hello there", was that first picture posted under that blogpost taken by you? if it is, ur really good

Yeah all the picts were taken by me. thanks anyway :)

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Hey mel you look so nice after remove your braces!!

Lol uhm thanks haha

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i prefer u with braces..lol

me too :( but ah well. no more flashing my lunch to the world

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i like ur bro :)

i like him too. so yeah you have to get through me first ^^

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Haha. So cute and so nice you are, awesome sister!!

*sniffs. is that sarcasm ?

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braces free;

no it's not the end of Mel the Nerd post removal of my braces, i just had a new pair of specs made, decided that wearing contacts 10 hours everyday is too risky.

this week,
1. i blew off a lot of money on food.

2. yay got a new pair of sandals *i feel so victimized
Story : went to my Gurney w/ my coursemates (sad but i'm probably the only one who likes shopping) left them waiting while me and Clarence ran from C&K to Aldo and back. fml betul. next day went First Avenue their C&K had nicer and cheaper ones.

3.met up w/ a few people :)

4. waited at a bus stop for an hour plus .
Story : (**happened the same day i bought shoes zzz)
9pm : walked over from Gurney to the bus stop , sat there like idiots , listened to my classmates singing (yes seriously), flagged down a taxi and turned it down cause we're kiam siap, freaked out and finally got back at 10:15 pm. all for dinner and a lil' shopping . zzz.

no i cant really continue, i've that horrible feeling, like i'm about to lose it again and all i want to do is crawl under my blanket and stare into space.

bye;

hello. in college right now. stuff happened. not gonna blog about it cause well no time or pictures.maybe this weekend. heh. kay gtg. will be back soon

more picx please dahling...

no time lah dear

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how's kdu?

pretty awesome

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What laptop are you using?

no idea. lousy one.

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P/S : no need his phone number lahh, I also don't know him :(

nahh i wouldn't give it anyway loll

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Haha, why you so nervous Melisa? As I know your brother got girlfriend right? And finally I have to answer your question : Yes. Most of the girls like shopping :D

the only girls in his life is me and my mum. and i was nervous , really? really?? *jumps up and down and bounces off walls

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Happy New Year mel :)

Happy New Year to you too (a late one anyway)

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