Rain come Shine go

I fell asleep after 5 pages of Kapten Hassan
6 days to go

20th January 2009 // Copied from private blog:

My parents said I shouldn't be complaining AT ALL since it took them ages to get me into such a prestigious school
Yeayea, so I was born a very unsatisfied person
Screw life
Weirdly, I'm not feeling nervous anymore
Guess I kinda got used to the idea of having to start all over again

P/s:
Can't wait for the 13th

How did I get here?

PMR briefing today, made me more nervous :/

I was used to *cough* scare TT today
I'm actually capable of *cough**cough* scaring someone x)

Hey, did you know there's a Sungai MIANG in Pahang?
(something to do with pemuliharaan hutan)

P/s:
Thank me if it comes out in PMR ;P

Permanent Mondays

I woke up
I got ready for school
I wondered why it was unusually bright for 7am
I checked the time
It was 10:30am
WTF

♥ ♥ ♥

You said good things take time
If that was the truth
I'm expecting so much more than good

♥ ♥ ♥

How long has it been?
I should stop counting

♥ ♥ ♥

It's funny how I could stay up past midnight and never feel tired the next day
Oh, I forgot. You were there

♥ ♥ ♥

I must be out of my mind to still hold on
But I'm afraid of letting go

♥ ♥ ♥

Maybe, we're just not meant to be;
Maybe I should find another You

♥ ♥ ♥

P/s:
Screw it, I'm gonna blog about anything I want ;)

Birthdays!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
TO TEH HAN WEI!
24th September♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANG KELVIN!
27th September♥

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY
TO TAN HUI HUI!
30th September♥

I wish aliens would kidnap me

Right now, all I want is to be able to fall asleep before 5am
I haven't been sleeping for nights,
Even forcing myself to stay awake the entire afternoon doesn't help

Melisa! says:
can't sleep
VON! ♥ says:
thinking of someone
LOL
Melisa! says:
yea
that comes in the form of papers, questions and spells scary
P.M.R
VON! ♥ says:
PMR kanasai

I can't believe I'm losing sleep over this shit, argh.
I feel capable of shooting someone right now
I WANT TO SHOOT SOMEONE

Watched 2 movies about aliens this week :)
One sucked and the other was Awesome ♥

Sucked;
First of all, it's some South-African movie and I couldn't understand their accent, plus the subtitles were all screwed -.-
It's gross too, the guy got infected with some alien disease and his fingernail came off. Ugh.
P/s: the aliens were fugly

Love it!
At least there was a semi-hot guy here, haha
P/s: the aliens were cute ;)

Off to kill myself studying, Bye!

P/s:
PMR doesn't scare me as much as you do

oh HAHA, you're so entertaining

I wish I could trip over, hit my head against a table, lapse into comma for 2 weeks, wake up and forget.
Then I'd done everything differently

I ate so much this week I look like a preggy woman
I've a feeling I won't fit into my pinafore :/
Screw thin people, I'll NEVER give up ice-cream to be skinny

Hey! Everyone! Let's burn our Form 1-3 books after PMR!
It'll be fun! :DDD
I'm kidding, stingyenvironment conscious people like me never burn/throw books away, we sell them along with old newspaper for money to save the world ;)

P/s:
Chocolate never lets you down

Hey I'm in love with your best friend, doofus

My contact lens came out in tuition
WTF
It dropped on the floor
WTF
I went down on all fours looking for it
WTF
I didn't have a mirror
WTF
There wasn't a mirror in the toilet
WTF
A guy made a joke about me sticking it into my mouth to keep it "moisturized"
WTF
The teacher went to the next class asking for a mirror
WTF
She made me go to the toilet upstairs
WTF
It was dark and eerie
WTF
There wasn't soap
WTF
I'm gonna get infection
WTF

P/s:
Yes, WTF

I AM DEPRESSED

Collin says:
Melisaaaaa
chace sucksss

Melisa! says:
i died
i'm not melisa
i suck
i'm depressed
i need medication

Collin says:
emo laa

Melisa! says:
i know :(
very

Collin says:
don wori chace fella wont care abt u
=D

Melisa! says:
:(((

Collin says:
haha
read too much til depressed a

Melisa! says:
thanks for comforting me
no my husband left me for a hooker
he went to india
i'll never see him again
that bastard
hey collin help me go wallop him

Collin says:
which bastard la
chace

Melisa! says:
no
the other :((
the not-hot one

I want to fade away to nothing

You should never believe everything I tell you

Your save meant nothing to me ; You mean everything

You always know when I'm lying don't you? :)
My title is longer than my post -.-

And the light at the end of the tunnel is an incoming train

My previous post proves it, I suck at numbers
14 x 2 = 48 I rock man
I'll never get a job, I WOULDN'T EVEN BE ABLE TO COUNT MY PAY
This is so depressing

You know what depresses me more?

People who are big-headed enough to think I have a crush on them based on the fact that I reply their texts and IMs

No, actually it pisses me off.

I reply ALMOST everyone okay!
Except when I'm sleepy / watching Gossip Girl / cramming for some major exam / having a breakdown / in tuition
So there! I do not have a crush on anyone

No pictures today :)

P/s:
I never wanted you to change

100 Truths ; Tagged by Christine

Rules: Once you've been tagged,you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = Iced milo
2. last phone call = Dad
3. last text message = Nick
4. last song you listened to = Paparazzi : Lady Gaga
5. last time you cried = Weeks ago


HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = Good girls like me don't date :P
7. been cheated on = Depends on what you mean by that
8. kissed someone & regretted it = Nopes
9. lost someone special = Yea
10. been depressed = I wouldn't say depressed, more like suicidal really sad
11. been drunk and depressed = Alcohol sucks

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. White
14. Silver

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend = Duh. LOTS AND LOTS :)
16. Fallen out of love = Nopes
17. Laughed until you cried = Haha yea
18. Met someone who changed you = I guess so, some people made me crazier XP
19. Found out who your true friends were = Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yea, they were dumb enough to think I was deaf
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = No and never will

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = Probably less than 200?
24. Do you have any pets = One dog, I call him the egomaniac
25. Do you want to change your name = Nopes
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Partyyyy in school :DD
27. What time did you wake up today = 7:40am
28. What were doing at midnight last night = Having a breakdown Texting
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = PMR to be OVER
30. Last time you saw your Mother = Like 5 minutes ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = You know the answer :)
32. What are you listening to right now = My dad singing some Elvis Presley song =.=
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = LOL.LOL.LOL.LOL. Never want to
34. What's getting on your nerves right now =Geography
35. Most visited webpage = Blogs and Facebook
36. Where you want to be right now = Malacca
37. Nicknames = Like I'll tell you
38. Relationship Status = Married xD
39. Zodiac sign = Leo

41. Elementary school = SJK (C) ChungHwa1, SJK (C) YokBin
42. Middle school = SMK InfantJesusConvent, SMK HighSchoolBukitMertajam
43. Hair colour = Black
44. Long or short = Short
46. Height = 155cm :( unfortunately
47. Do you have a crush on someone = Chace Crawforddd! :)
48. What do you like aboNope = HUH? HUH? HUH?
50. Tattoos = EWW. Gross much
51. Righty or lefty = Righty
52. First surgery = None
53. First piercing = Ears
54. First best friend = Timmm :)
55. First kiss = MY DOG :D
56. First vacation = Uhh..Singapore?
57. First crush = C. HAHAHAHA!


RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = Waffles <3
60.Drinking = Nothing
61. I'm about to = Sign off
62. Listening to = Dad's still singing -.-
63. Waiting for = Mum to come yell at me to go shower

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = NEVER ASK ME THAT. I freak out
65. Get married = Uhh. Ask me again in 10 years
66. Career = Some kickass job that earns loads ;P

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses = Depends on who's giving them :P
69. Shorter or taller = Taller. DUH
70. Older or Younger = Who?
71. Romantic or spontaneous = SPONTANEOUS, definitely
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Arms. Wait, can I chose both? Guys with bulging bellies are just gross :D
73. Sensitive or loud = Loud
74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Trouble maker (if I must)


HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = Nopes
77. Drank hard liquor = No thanks
78. Lost glasses/contacts = ALL the time
79. Sex on first date = LOL I'm so tempted to say yes. HAHA NO!
80. Broken someone's heart = Yes and I'm not sorry Sorry :(
81. Had your own heart broken = Yes
82. Been arrested = Nahhh
83. Turned someone down = Yes
84. Cried when someone died = Yes. WHAT? I have a heart okay!
85. Fallen for a friend? = *sighs* Yes


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = I have insecure moments. WHO AM I? WHY AM I BREATHING?
87. Miracles = Not really
88. Love at first sight = NO
89. Heaven = Of course
90. Santa Claus = Santa is nasty, he tricks little kids :(
91. Kiss on the first date = NO
92. Angels = Yes


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf?= No
95. Did you sing today? = In church
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = Nopes
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = When I was one month old, then I'd suffocated myself with a pillow so that I wouldn't need to be freaking out over PMR now Last year :)
98. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? = Yea.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Yes

I choose to tag :
NO ONE
If you want to do this tell me and I'll be kind enough to tag you :)

P/s:
There isn't a number 40 and 58 -.-

If you say so

The first two sentences in my previous post was such a mistake
I don't actually like anyone. LOL
I only wanted to see someone's reaction -.-
OMG. I don't have a life

WHADEVA.

DID YOU REALIZE THAT WE HAVE 48 CHAPTERS OF GEOGRAPHY TO STUDY ?
Neither did I.

I had this genius study plan where I would finish off 24 chapters a day
Do the math, I'd finished everything in 2 days

WRONG.

It took me 3 hours just to wade through one chapter of that crap
( Fine, I took like 50 breaks in between )

OMG. I'm so dead.

I've not started KH
And I don't actually have a problem switching from perdagangan to technical since I didn't do much studying last year anyway
It's the teras part that I find impossible
Plus it doesn't help that I keep getting yelled at by SirOoi for not being able to identify a screw, nail and bolt
They all look the same to me -.-
Screw KH, stupid subject. *comforts myself*



P/s:
TWO WEEKS

One minute five seconds late

Liking someone is overwhelming isn't it?
You wouldn't know

I KINDA like the video :)
(Psst...that guy in this picture WASN'T in the video, I only realized when I zoomed in, or maybe he is...IS HE?)
She actually looks bitchy as a brunette
I'm SO outdated, I don't listen to current songs, I don't even like most of the songs aired on the radio I'm weird xD

P/s:
STUDY.STUDY.STUDY.

I feel like a stalker

It sucks doesn't it? To know you'll always be second-best.
I'm not gonna bother crying or even demanding an explanation

Copied from dum dum Ferris's blog :

" Today, there's a few situation(s)
First is...
Before 3G is going to bengkel KH...
Smart kambing (he meant Kenvyn) asked Melisa..
' U like Sir Ooi ar? ' ( sumtin like that)
Unexpectedly...
She nods her head...
Means...

YES!! "

First of all, I wasn't paying attention
Secondly, are you kidding me? -.-

Oh this reminds me of what CKC said

" Got so many guys, don't simply chose"

Right. I'm gonna pretend I don't know what he meant

Off to study! :D ( Or pretend to )

P/s:
I'm gonna find another you

I don't make sense

I don't know what to think.
I should be happy but I'm not, I'm confused.

Stupid cartridge -.-
And it WON'T wash off no matter how hard I scrub
Now I've gotta go to school with sexy blue stains all over my legs and hands -.-

OMG YES! THERE'S A LIZARD IN MY ROOM!
OMIGOD. I KNOW IT'S TINY BUT THE MOTHER'S PROBABLY SOMEWHERE BREEDING!
IT RAN INTO THE SHOWER WHEN I SCREAMED
NOW I NEED TO WEAR SLIPPERS WHEN I GO INTO THE BATHROOM EVEN THOUGH I USED HALF A BOTTLE OF DETTOL TO KILL THE BACTERIAS
SO DISGUSTING. MY ROOM IS CONTAMINATED WITH LIZARD GERMS
IT'S WORSE THAN INFLUENZA A! (okay maybe not, but CLOSE)

I might as well camp outside on the car porch with my dog
At least he'll keep them away
Shyte, a horrible thought just crossed my mind
WHAT IF HE KILLED A LIZARD AND DECIDED TO MAKE ME PLAY FETCH WITH IT?
Waking up with a dead lizard on my face would be my worst nightmare coming true, it's even scarier than the horrible dream I had where all my hair fell off and I turned into a bag lady.

I'm doomed.

P/s:
Lizards are WORSE than cockroaches okay! They have tails!

Laughing DOES burn calories

Someone misspelled "Old FOLKS home" as "Old FOX home"
I just cracked myself up. AGAIN
Ignore me, I've a really morbid sense of humor
I laugh when no one else does.

Give me a reason to laugh :D

I like red gummyworms I like you

I just embarrassed myself
I wanna move out of this neighborhood

Catch me when I fall?

Don't you hate it when you miss someone so much you get bored?

Truths

Okay, look I have to say this
I keep screwing up relationships, it's a fact.

My friends hate you, so do I

I officially hate Aeon

Lines I picked up today :
( No, I wasn't eavesdropping )

Potiphar's wife tried to seduce Joseph but failed.

12AM is way too early for bedtime.

I don't tell dirty jokes. I only listen.

I want to move to KL, there's Queensbay mall.

A really hot guy come up to you and ask you to go for a date with him.
You reply, " Are you a Christian? "

Bye bye!

P/s:
I am LAME. See, I admit it