Mel Is not a?

Emo person.

Ask me anything :)

you're fine when you've got them

Few years back, when this curveball hit me in the stomach,
I felt all the hurt and resentment rising on the surface and the bottom falling out of my world.
thinking, "oh you're strong enough to handle this you don't need friends or people judging you. guess what. you're doing this on you own" I bottled everything up.
I thrived on anger, until I realized the only person judging me is myself.

still hurts btw. in ways you'll never understand.
but it's fine. I'm tired of bringing up the past and flinging it in everyone's direction as an excuse to go about looking like the world is in debt to me.

Nights.

No friends are 'obliged' to tell you anything, especially when this is anonymous :D

there are always obligations :P

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nowadays being a virgin is considered bad, whats your thoughts about that ? im referring to adinda evans.

you're creeping me out.

p/s: who is adinda evans?

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Hey just to let you know, you are a very gorgeous girl :D (plz, don't dwell that you are not)

aww thanks. but i can guess who you are so that's probably an obligation on your part as a friend :P

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Why don't you put a chatbox at your blog instead of formspring?

'cause it keeps getting spammed

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cheer up then.

oh okay.

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emo

kinda

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I think you are preety...but why you don't think so?

Because the word preety doesn't exist.

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Are you a spoilt brat?

I look like one?

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GIMME A SMILE! :D

you can't force me to anything! I refuse to smile :(((((

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We Stand For Our Generation.

to be honest, i was really reluctant about going to camp

but i'm glad i did.

and i'm grateful for the amazing friends i have :)

Kwan Wendy especially :P even though we annoy each other all the time :P

and (cheesy moment) i shall treasure every moment with them

*awkward pause

my Angel :)

Angel and Mortal game

Kenneth! :) he has amazing photography skills :D

 

my best jumping shot :P

:)

ever felt like you're second best to everyone, that no one gives a shit if you shoved a bottle of aspirin down your throat, that no matter how hard you try everyone else is still better?

wah. that sounds so kiddy. reminds me of a Form 1 Melisa Lim.

(exactly how I used to feel btw)

Did Eu Jin hacked your account? -.-

Nopes.

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Ferris has link your blog in his blog :)

Ooooh okay lol.

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Can you remember me? My name is Agnes =]

HELLO! omg how did you find my blog?

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are u a malaysian ? and why is it MEL.IS.A? Is it supposed to be Mel is a...

no I'm an alien from outer space. and MEL.IS.A is MELISA.

(wah I feel dumb even for typing that out)

Ask me anything :)

start all over.

My FB and Hotmail accounts were hacked ystd

(by some idiot who set my FB status as 'I love Eujin' AND changed my passwords wtf)

errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. how convincing is that .______________.

oh and I happened to be in tuition when LeeJing told me my account was hacked
so yes I spent 2 hours messaging XX to help me change my passwords
(I told Wendy my brilliant passwords and she said ' OMG Mel your passwords so easy to guess get!')

T_________________________________________________________T

(eh i really thought my passwords very cun okay can't blame me)

anyway.
Hung out with Wendy, Vinson and Song Jia today :D

(only one vain picture of myself here 'cause that's how awesome I am. not)

Picts are on Facebook :)

we went to Queensbay mall, PISA then back to Queens.

wanted to go to Straits Quay but it was super jam. oh and THANK YOU VINSON CHOONG :P

(I know lah I perli him all the time in class and outside of school but he perli me too okay T__T)

p/s: you wanna know all my embarrassing moments? no need ask him. He'll come announce it to everyone :P

k. off to pack for family camp. 

(yay I don't have to stuff a pillow into my bag 'cause my parents decided not to stay at Stella Maris :D)

Nights :)

CF Camp

I still have a milllion insecurities
I still battle with my emotions
I still hate myself for the person I was and am
I still can't let go of the past and forgive
I still doubt myself

Camp didn't change me overnight but it helped.

Because nothing else matters when you have Jesus 

:)

Well I'll tell you my friend one day this world's going to end. As your lies crumble down a new life she has found

=D : I wore contacts to school!
 the harsh truth : my eyes swell to the size of ping pong balls

=D : I finished a 350-word essay in 15 minutes during English exam!

the harsh truth : it was the suckiest essay I have ever written

=D : My hair's ______ length!

 the harsh truth : the split ends are so terrible it looked like I escaped from a fire and singed my hair

=D : I skipped lunch!

the harsh truth : i was so hungry i ate dinner at 4 and had 3 extra helpings. oh and a slice of chocolate cake because i felt sooo proud of myself.

 why me :(

*deep breath

okay here goes.

nothing. 

see. that's exactly how i feel about you.

byeee off to start packing for CF Camp and pleaseeeeeeeeeee let my pillow fit into the suitcase .___.