7th July;

1. Volunteered at the World Heritage Site , was in charge of some street (sorry can't remember the name ) with Wendy (yeah my world revolves around Wendy muahaha) 

2. Had Roti Tissue and Roti Pisang at some random shop along the streets of Little India, and it was really good lor, we only ordered Roti Tissue at first but the owner of the shop kept smiling at us so we felt bad and asked him for recommendations hahahaha okay at least both tasted good

3. weren't given proper instructions cept "don't let anyone simply park ah later CM coming in trishaw no place to stop" lololol so we wandered off on our own to camwhore . oh and Wendy behsyok me cause I took a pict without her (collage on top bottow row on the left) hahahahaha

4. had our caricature done by a KDU student for 5 bucks , resembles us, yes no?

5. took picts of Penang's CM and KDU students posing with him/following him with umbrellas

._________________.

hmm okayyy.

6. went to a Toy Museum ! (okay i didn't want to at first cause it's 5 bucks per entry what to do kiamsiap mah but Wendy bribed me into going by promising we could go to China House after that haaha)

oh look , Elmo! 

heheheheheheheheheheh

7. the streets were probably imprinted with our shoe prints wth , pounding the streets for hours hunting for China House :(

at least the weather was nice.

8. and at least we got to try out different stuff (even though this telescope thingy didn't work according to Wendy HAHA)

she nodded and pretended it did though when the guy came over to show her hahahaha

9. more camwhore picts actually but lazy laaa

(btw i find this really cute) (her expression not the err installation art if that's what it is)

10. we gave up on China House and walked over to First Avenue for sushi

and it rained midway.

and we took a bus to Gurney - my hostel - Harvest In

 Alson! the birthday boy :)

his sister made this, awesome right!

i took this when none of us were ready and it's so funny i have to post it again hahahahahhahaha

okay bye bye
(i know this is a really late post but at least i posted it :P)

*cracks knuckles .

want to kill something, like really.

Shadows settle on the place, that you left.
Our minds are troubled by the emptiness.
Destroy the middle, it's a waste of time.
From the perfect start to the finish line.

bright purple flower to balance out the paragraph of emo lyrics

 dug out my converse for driving lessons (which btw are not going well) ; halfway through the 6th HP book! ; went for baking lessons with my Mum ; best Pasembur i'd ever tasted at Sentosa ; band performance in school on KK day ; M.A.C eyeliner! (ok i actually bought this a month or 2 ago)

have this thing for prints recently ; Sushi Bonanza with college friends ; shopping spree with Shivaani at First Avenue ; Hojicha and Earl Grey Jelly frap is not bad ehhh ; dinner at PikNik (nice ambiance, serves lousy food) ; spaghetti with creamy pumpkin sauce

:)

 Clarence's 18th Birthday :)
Seoul Garden Autocity ;

-phail shot but i posted it because i find it amusing (lousysenseofhumor)

bye bye 

(sorry for ending this post abruptly but we started learning A2 syllabus already and if I don't study I need to start getting used to eating hotcups for the rest of my life. plus no money for shopping *shallow)

p/s: nolah kidding just came back too tired to do anything but read 9gag 

Wasn't it you who said life was like a plastic cup to be used and then disposed of

so when the break commenced, I made a list

 (you know right i have a fetish for lists, nothing more gratifying than rummaging through my bag for a piece of gum and coming across a torn crumpled notepad with 1.stop eating cookies ah need to fit into dress 2.buy bday presents 3.buy that bracelet 4.finish Mechanics hw 5.find out date of tests , scrawled all over it and realizing that I've actually completed a few of them. Ok only two actually. and both starts with the word buy. 

ahahahahahahahaha.

(and yes that is an actual list i made last month) 

ahahahahahahahaha.

 *scratches out the word gratifying and replaces it with mortifying 

this time different okay. i did everything i jotted down in this post (except for 1&3 but pretend not important okay i had to put down studying to make it look better and my driving test is on the 10th of July so technically it's completed *excuses)

yesterday, my parents received my results for my sem exams.

no I won't tell you how I did but it definitely wasn't pretty.

*shrugs it off and pretends that I didn't spend one night binge eating and worrying

(don't ask why everything comes back to eating)

and i know that eventually i have to face certain uhh issues instead of running away (i like running -in the literal sense ahahha)

here's a Java Chip to cheer myself up -ikr, Starbucks is so overrated, loaded with empty calories and i can get 8 Nescafes for that price but it tastes so good :(

ok the cheering myself up part isn't working. 

I should do smthg that doesn't involve me sitting here whining about my results bye bye

want or don't want

I JUST FEEL HAPPY. I'M EATING CAKE. CAKE MAKES ME HAPPY. I KNOW I WILL REGRET THIS WHEN I WAKE UP TO A BLOATED FACE AND EXPANDED WAISTLINE. OK NOW I DON'T FEEL SO HAPPY ANYMORE. OK I EAT ONE LAST PIECE. I THINK THIS HAS 600 CALORIES IN IT I KNOW CAUSE I GOOGLED IT DAMNIT WHY DID I GOOGLE IT I SHOULD JUST SWALLOW IT AND PRETEND IT'S A PIECE OF BROCCOLI YES THAT'S WHAT I WILL DO I'M SO SMART. YUMMY BROCCOLI. OK NOW I FEEL BETTER ,TYPING IN CAPSLOCK MAKES ME HAPPY TOO.

NOW I GO DO SMTHG THAT WILL MAKE ME EVEN HAPPIER LIKE, IDK , EAT MORE CAKE?

question, someone told me I'm mad, I am?

i like cake and capslock that's all :(

hello!

shyte.

so fat and tan

shyte.

*cries in despair

okay bye bye tmr going shopping yay

*mood swing damn fast

Do you wake up on your own and wonder where you are?

went back to high school today with Clarence and Xu-Xing, finally!

(i still find it a teeny bit awkward meeting teachers)
i stand there grinning like an idiot and go, yeah yeah kat KDU buat A Levels *grins some more. and everyone had to exclaim how different and 'modern' i look, yes 3 teachers used to word modern 
(I was wearing jeans LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL)
or they probably were making a comparison -when i was in high school, i wore baju kurung (improper way) and looked like i rolled out of bed without bothering to comb my hair or wash my face (quite true also) hahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

SO HAPPY I DON'T HAVE TO GO BACK FOR FORM 6

Had lunch @ Dominos after that :)

p/s: 10 more episodes of Pretty Little Liars to go :P

the first

SEMESTER BREAKKKK :D (for 2 whole weeks!)

I can't tell you how relieved I am to finally break away from the whole mundane routine (if you're in A-Levels you'd understand, while your friends in other courses have breaks for 3 months at a time all you get is a total 4 weeks in a year but it's okay it will be worth it *says this out loud to comfort myself) 

(pict taken from my hostel room) 

(I'm not sure why I'm awake now either when I slept at 3)

anyway, had a really good time yesterday (last days of sem exams! okaylah I fared badly in every paper but what to do hor lazy mah)

feels like our 'reunion' or smthg, cept that a few people are missing here 

oh and this photo was taken in China House (somewhere near the jetty don't ask me for the exact location I'm the sort of person who gets lost going to the toilet on the second day of school and in my own neighborhood , and it took us many wrong turns and phone calls to get there, had to meet up at Gurney Paragon some more lol lol)

this place, is beyond cool *grins like an idiot (and I know saying that sounds so juvenile but it really is) 

plus they have some really really good books! 

and granted most items on the menu were pretty pricey, but the tiramisu cake T___T sooo goooood. and it was a huge slice for RM12 so okayla quite worth it also *contradicting 

 the chocolate pistachio wasn't that good though

:D

 LOLLLLLL.

Left for Gurney, did some shopping, watched Madagascar 3, had a really late dinner at James Foo (latest dinner I ever had in my life, my dinnertime is usually 5.30 .__.)

 whole new level of vanity -camwhoring while driving

 excuse my sleep deprived face

so that's 2 things ticked off my list,

China House and hanging out, but I'm pretty sure I'll spend my break doing the latter heh

1. get my license. like really. just go for the test and get it over with (and hopefully *clasps hands together and prays, pass)

2. go back to high school. (because the last time I left I was a mess and went off without even thanking any of the teachers -____-)

3. turn off the TV, switch off the laptop and just park my butt down on the comfiest chair and study already

4. exercise

5. lots of me time to read (going off to buy more books later!) , slather oatmeal and egg mask on my face hahahahaha i really like making homemade masks and just stay home and bake cookies

(okay the baking part was a lie, my mum will bake and I'll pretend I helped)

yes I'm excited over a break which lasts for 2 weeks. 

now going off to pack :D byeee!

LOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLL. I wrote a letter. and posted it. HAHAHAHAHA.

omg so cheesy of me laa.

nvm it's anonymous

i have an exam tomorrow

i really should be studying

i spent the night reading letters to crushes

it's so, relevant.

one day, i might just send one myself

:P

SPM's Chemistry, is nothing like A Level's Chemistry. 

omgggggg howwwwww what is hybridization and Pi bonds ?bO2*^@#^)GB9863()^ howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

after months, I finally figured out how to get bouncy natural looking curls without dumping a ridiculous amount of products on my hair (before this I used 3 different types of conditioners and it still looks terrible hahahha)

1. unwashed hair  (now i wash my hair on alternate days unless i go for a jog or happened to sweat a lot)

2. tying my hair up in a bun for an entire day (but also depends how i tie sometimes turns out like crap)

3. not using bobby pins that often

4. use olive oil (leave it on for 30 mins and shampoo after that) 

okay the toilet got messy after that and i hope my mum doesn't ask why a huge proportion of her bottle of olive oil magically disappeared 

HEH. 

(been Stumbling for wayyyy too long , need to start Bio now byeee)

p/s: I ate 4 bowls of cereal for dinner bLOSh3rn365*^$*@gd98b! 

p/p/s: *added as an afterthought 2 hours later when I really should be studying

my eyebrows. my really thick man-like eyebrows are gone. HAHA. 

I WANT SEM EXAM TO END NAOOOOOOOO.

you know.

you leave because you know,
you know the house can't contain your anger.
see, for anger, being a parasite isn't enough,
it chews it's way through your insides, swallows up happiness , fills up the empty void and it still will never be enough

it rages, hurtles across the room, ruining everything in it's way, tearing apart relationships, dealing out blows, resonates against the four walls, and when it's finally satisfied it returns to you.

and you know,
you'll nurture it.

and you know,
it'll destroy you.

don't you.

Melisa

cause when i see you you rip my heart out

hostel's wifi crashed and it has already been a week :(

Yum.

couldn't tell the sidewalk from the main road or the drain so I decided it wasn't worth the risk walking to college. yes I'd rather miss out on Bio lab then walk around college looking like a crawled out of a drain (literally) .

what a waste since I usually oversleep for my 9am class and this was one of those days I woke up on time.

not that I actually slept much that night.

10 days to sem exams . *buries head in tubs of ice-cream .

I NEED TO START STUDYING TODAYYYY MUAHAHA BYEE.