skinny love : birdy

oh noooh. i'm turning into a pile of mush.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

must be the picts of pugs/poms/huskies/akitas/collies i'd been staring at for the past 4 hours. and i have Business class tmr T___T need to study weihhhhhhhhhhhh.

*distracted. MUST get to Gurney tmr. I actually had 2 pieces of clothing on hold since last Fri (cause Topshop student discount on Tues and Thurs heh) now i feel terrible. and yay i only spent RM7.50 on food this week.

NOW BEG ME TO REVEAL HOW I SURVIVED ON RM7.50.

(unrelated topic) :

more than the hearts emotions on WhatsApp/Skype,
more than Green Tea Cream with chocolate chips
more than pugs and yes my dog
more than sleeping in on rainy days and eating junk food
more than the XOs
more than watching reruns of any favorite shows
more than the comfiest sweater
more than caffeine
more than the familiarity of hometowns
more than books and movies

......................and yes this post is meant to be pointless so try figuring out my point i shall sleep now and wake up early to study *says this confidently .

Matthew 5:3-12
5 : Blessed are the meek for they shall inherit the earth

Nights ;)

a lil' crushed; a bit lost; blissfully ignoring the days i had left; contented; pangs of isolation; uncertain; but hopeful. 

sums up the past 2 months.

:D

yay . and it's white not pink.

Actually I went the PC fair just know, not many stalls only.

oh i just bought my laptop there loll

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But it will be a different kind 'Cause I'll be holding all the tickets And you'll be owning all the fines

Hello there. yes I'm staying over in Penang for the weekend instead of heading home like i usually do. probably some stupid psychology thing but whenever i pack up and load my stuff into the car to go back to the mainland, i get this 'Oh zzz so effing tired what did i do this week, climb a mountain? *passes out in the backseat .

so anyway. moral class from 9-4 today so yeah why not stay.

and thank youuuuu Clarence for lending me your laptop :D mine died blah blah going to the PC fair in Straits Quay tmr so hopefully 

 kay stuff i did this week

1. spaced out in Chemistry, WhatsApped in Biology/Mechanics, slept in Stats. (not necessary in that order)

noooooohhhhh Mel *slaps. need to focusssssssssssssssssssss . 

2. oh and sat for 3 tests. another 3 on Monday. and i studied nothing yet sigh. 

3. wondered why i took Science and got a lil' depressed around 3am .

4. read a few amazing verses which made me few better (yes i know, contradicts everything i just said and me whining but yeah) 

5. got myself new headphones (orange and matching pfft), calculator (finally) and pendrive. plus a couple novels from the prev weeks and there goes my RM200 voucher

6. watched This Means War *reminds myself to Google for main actor

7. Had lunch at SQ w/ EuJin . Delicious is a lil' overrated lor, the hot chocolate with marshmallows was zzzzz

Me (to him) : this made me lose faith in chocolate

 i don't have the time to get my phone fixed hence the annoying black dot 

chicken steak burger.

 *turns up nose 

so many things bugging me right now . really trying not to get annoyed by ppl. *exhales. i mean. honestly i don't get offended when people spew stuff in my face like Church (yes he's a person) going "omg you use facial cream and your skin still looks that bad?" no really . i don't feel a thing i just laugh along i dunno why okay. but it;s when people do it unintentionally then it hurts . like the offhand remark about your weight or smthg personal zzz. 

OMGZZZZZ my brother is . *EXHALES annoying *INHALES me *HYPERVENTILATES. 

*stabs smthg repeatedly 

zzz anyway candid shots from the prev week. wish people would get off my back for stepping into Starbucks, fine it's fattening and pricey but i need it zzz *guilt talking 

okay. chemistry NOW. bye. 

HELLO :D

you hate me don't you for turning up after weeks with nthg to fill this space but a pict of myself.

i survived pure math test hehhhh. *celebrates alone in the library 

why hor. 

would you like a bak chang? :P

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ *strangles

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U have a bf?

Nah

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would u like a new bf?

i can't cause i don't have an old one.

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no more skittles flashes d D:

aww nvm the real skittles are better

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your photography skills are really, really good. i'm just super amazed by the photos that u took of ur house, the plants,garden tiles, bricks and all -debs

Lol hey ! and thanks haha :D

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regarding ur blogpost "hello there", was that first picture posted under that blogpost taken by you? if it is, ur really good

Yeah all the picts were taken by me. thanks anyway :)

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Hey mel you look so nice after remove your braces!!

Lol uhm thanks haha

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i prefer u with braces..lol

me too :( but ah well. no more flashing my lunch to the world

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i like ur bro :)

i like him too. so yeah you have to get through me first ^^

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Haha. So cute and so nice you are, awesome sister!!

*sniffs. is that sarcasm ?

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braces free;

no it's not the end of Mel the Nerd post removal of my braces, i just had a new pair of specs made, decided that wearing contacts 10 hours everyday is too risky.

this week,
1. i blew off a lot of money on food.

2. yay got a new pair of sandals *i feel so victimized
Story : went to my Gurney w/ my coursemates (sad but i'm probably the only one who likes shopping) left them waiting while me and Clarence ran from C&K to Aldo and back. fml betul. next day went First Avenue their C&K had nicer and cheaper ones.

3.met up w/ a few people :)

4. waited at a bus stop for an hour plus .
Story : (**happened the same day i bought shoes zzz)
9pm : walked over from Gurney to the bus stop , sat there like idiots , listened to my classmates singing (yes seriously), flagged down a taxi and turned it down cause we're kiam siap, freaked out and finally got back at 10:15 pm. all for dinner and a lil' shopping . zzz.

no i cant really continue, i've that horrible feeling, like i'm about to lose it again and all i want to do is crawl under my blanket and stare into space.

bye;

hello. in college right now. stuff happened. not gonna blog about it cause well no time or pictures.maybe this weekend. heh. kay gtg. will be back soon

more picx please dahling...

no time lah dear

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how's kdu?

pretty awesome

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What laptop are you using?

no idea. lousy one.

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P/S : no need his phone number lahh, I also don't know him :(

nahh i wouldn't give it anyway loll

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Haha, why you so nervous Melisa? As I know your brother got girlfriend right? And finally I have to answer your question : Yes. Most of the girls like shopping :D

the only girls in his life is me and my mum. and i was nervous , really? really?? *jumps up and down and bounces off walls

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Happy New Year mel :)

Happy New Year to you too (a late one anyway)

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