Pictures taken by Tiffany !

http://tiffanylaiphotography.tumblr.com/

kay. sorry for the narcissistic post . and i was really awkward at posing and all but it was fun :D

29/04
Wan Qing's surprise birthday celebration :D

 Rui Fanggggggg < 3

 wrote on scraps of paper and inserted them into the balloons

 Humble Beginning's crepe cake

 Birthday girllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

 LOL. awkward group picture outside a mamak
(because it was 2am and we didn't have anywhere else to go to)

Lunch @ Sushi Zento, Precint 10 the next day

 went over to WQ's place to open presents (and eat half of the cake on our own)

k. this post is long overdue but this space is in need of some pictures that aren't from my phone

done crying. 2 more subjects to go, and i should be trying salvage my next paper but at this point, i'm too tired to even care.

my life for the past 2 weeks.

group studies till 6am

nap for 4 hours

repeat

fries at 4 in the morning

heaps of unhealthy drinks

(attempt at relieving myself of the guilt by asking for slight sugar and never again)

.......and never again to this too

having my first meal after 3pm everyday

a lot of caffeinated drinks. 

attempt at group shots halfway through studying 

:)

2 more weeks and it;s over 

i don't sit for major exams unprepared, i don't leave half the question paper blank and the other half with unintelligible scribbling, i don't give up halfway through a paper and just stop trying.

there's a first for everything.

so much for leaving Malaysia.

today.

I'm sorry.

you might be reading this, you might reach the end of this and brush it off as one of my usual bipolar insecure moments, you'll forget about this, like how you'll forget about me. or it might just click.

that I'm apologizing to you.

it doesn't matter really because it's in the past but it's niggling at the back of my mind and i just had to, but i'm bad at confrontations and i don't want your questions because they're bound to throw me off guard like they so often do.

I'm sorry

sorry for pushing you away sorry for being confusing sorry for losing whatever ounce of trust you once had in me.

it's a cycle, you grab all these feelings of yours, bundle them up, grab a shovel, bury them as close to the core of the earth as you can get, mother nature shifts, thunderstorms, earthquakes, floods, all these feelings you find disdainful and discarded without a second thought, today you find them spewed out, washed up, all laid out in the open

and the irony when you discover them at your doorstep, right where they once belong.

Sorry.

i must be mad. i just. yeap. i deserve this