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Saturday, March 31, 2012

Thursday, March 29, 2012

hello. feeling a bit sad. maybe i need to sleep it off.

Sunday, March 25, 2012

a lot to be grateful for ,
and i don't show it enough

God, parents, my brother, few amazing friends i have, a certain someone, results, decisions
but really God and parents first :)

this should be a long naggy post with me pouring out my uhm feelings (whatever feelings hidden somewhere which i can conjure up anyway) 

*gets hit in the face with a billboard the size of a house with neon lights flashing 'CHEM TEST TMR PURE MATH THE NEXT BIO ON WED'

ooh wake up call. (and i just used this as my FB status) (you're allowed to scoff at my lameness) (and extent of creativity wtf) 

anyway, my parents have been gone for 2 days already and when they get back i'd be in college already so basically i'm coming back to spend my weekend with grandpa. except that he ignores me and watches football all the time HAHA. so they went off to KL to drop my brother off at Taylor's 

*cries 

yes i actually miss my brother okay
even though we hurl verbal insults at each other (online and offline) and throw stuff at each other (but now no more don't give me that look) and lots of other mean stuff i can't rmb , we will still stick up for each other no matter what *cues AWWW. and he's super protective (idk good or bad sometimes) and i always tell him to find a gf who's nice and likes shopping lol lol *shallow qualities 

now i really need to get my license .

okay. STUDEEEEEEE. goodnight !

Thursday, March 22, 2012

HELLO :)

isn't Nutella awesome. 

p/s: didn't sleep that night sorry for the sleep deprived face

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

SPM results

remember a while ago, when i was freaking out over BM the day before SPM.

DAMNIT. 

and why the heck did i have to burst into tears and sob like mad in front of all my juniors and ex-schoolmates . everyone probably thought i failed every subject, and so annoying , i wish people would have the courtesy to turn away instead of staring openly like i'm live entertainment .________________. not that i actually blame anyone. i'd probably stare too if some idiot started wailing on her mum's shoulder while blubbering on about a stupid B+ . in fact i'd slap her to save her the embarrassment hahaha wth.


and i didn't actually check my results before i started crying lol lol. 
oh God, why. 

if you want to know it's because our school has this uhm, delightful way of giving us back our results, they get every student with straight As to line up in front and get their certs on stage. and i actually had hope at first okay, until i went and confirmed that i got smthg less than an A- 

T______________________________________________________T

yes. i cried . like mad. 
and even after checking my results i still did.

._____________________________________________________.

my Mum was so freaked out lol lol lol lol lol

P/s: honestly i'm more freaked out that i actually got an A+ for Physics . HAHA. 

okaylah nights. A LEVELS IS WAY MORE IMPORTANT ^^

damnit i didn't get straight As wish i could trade in A+ for A-

(webcam) bleh :P

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

tomorrow

P/s: was half joking. oh God. SPM results. whyyy. my hair looks like crap and i'm a few shades darker than back then whyyy *bimbo mode.

okay. i do smthg productive now, bye bye.

oh and i replied formspring questions i'm just now posting them here

Sunday, March 18, 2012

i dont actually get all the bullshit on 9gag about sleep paralysis and lucid dreams . they make it sound like smthg worth trying when it's not. it still scares the shit out of me when it happens.

Friday, March 16, 2012

toughest period in my life.

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

dunno why i feel so emo and tired now. bye bye.
i won an iPod Nano ^^ a blueee oneeee . heh. lucky draw. my Mum did actually but she gave it to me :P kay going off to either jog/cell group. still can't decide. bye :D

Friday, March 9, 2012

ur brown bag...where did u get it?

i can't remember.

Ask me anything :)

i hate sarcastic people. are you sarcastic?

oh hate me please.

Ask me anything :)

what color are ur nails now?

it's just clear polish

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do u have an ipad, iphone?

neither.

Ask me anything :)

how's driving?

ahh. it's tmr.

Ask me anything :)

What are your parents working as? I need dream occupations so that my kids will live a fantastic life like urs!

have you seen me eating COLD MASHED POTATO for lunch (idk how this is related but whatever) , getting hurt, and every shit that came my way? No.

Ask me anything :)

have u thought of yourself as spoilt?

i am a bit actually. yes i am admitting that.

Ask me anything :)

u r super rich, aren't u?

Darl, if i were super rich. I wouldn't be praying and planning to study my ass off to study abroad

Ask me anything :)

Finally you blog about your S'pose trip :D

Haha yeaps.

Ask me anything :)

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

today i will not study
today i will sit in bed and eat cookies and cry

oh and read 9gag.

Monday, March 5, 2012

^^

I need approximately 1 million Ringgit to study Dentistry in Uni Of Melbourne, please and thank you , (and that's the fees alone) *prays really hard.

and errr. will study really hard too. 
but i'm really tired now. classes were 6 hours long today :(

and because my blog looks really pathetic i'll add a few picts from the trip to S'pore even though it's long overdue


 proper Christmas dinner w/ turkey, stuffing and cranberry sauce :D

aww i used to piggyback him until his weight skyrocketed to being almost the same as mine zzz
Story : his teacher made him run around the field during recess along with the other overweight kids. 

HIM : I'm not THAT fat.
ME : *snorts.

 laser light show @ Marina Bay

 Day 2 

 the terrible state of my hair before i realized i was using the wrong product fml.


 *overexcited. best ride ever weih! Tranformers i mean. in case well.
(and that's saying a lot since we queued for 2-3 hours and i'm the impatient whiny type of person so if it doesn't live up to my expectation i'll probably diss it like mad)

 it rained so we bought ponchos for 2 SGD.

and was really thankful for them. 

 he loves chocolates too.

 oh hello .



 i forgot the name of the restaurant we had dinner at but it was in USS and the xiao long pao was beyond awesome .

Day 3
 i went shopping. 

 durian , mango and almond snowflake.

 M'sia has better hawker food.

 Orchard Road :)

now if only Udders started a branch over here in Penang 

and yay i managed to blog about this in 15 minutes while having a serious convo w/ Mum on the phone. heh. 

Bye ^^

u prefer ur last time short hair or ur now long hair? i think u look pretty both also, but i like ur color now, red.

Lol, i never had a hairstyle i was satisfied with but definitely long hair over short ^^

Ask me anything :)

Why no 550D's photos? :((

'Cause i'm only back on weekends and i dont really go out then so yeah :(

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u got edit ur photos? cos they look damn pro!!!!

Lol definitely edited.

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Sunday, March 4, 2012

5 Things I Need To Stop Doing


1. eating cereal for bfast/lunch/in betweens/dinner/supper
*stares sadly at boxes of Cheerios and Honey Nut Crunch

2. my obsession with Topshop. very unhealthy

3. slacking/hating Chemistry/Mechanics/PM . no scratch that. hate but don't slack / reading 9gag and blogs when i should be studying

4. drinking Starbucks.

5. having brutally sarcastically mean thoughts *problematic person here

*slams face against keyboard in despair.

Need to get A stars and go overseas T______________________________T

and i miss my DSLR boo-hoo.

And if you're homesick give me your hand and I'll hold it;

i forgot what i wanted to blog about.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

i didn't know silence was a sound on it's own, deafening, swallowing your thoughts, echoing them back and forth .
i didn't know i could feel so much fear.

i'm glad i'm back home.

Starbucks? 7.50?

crazy isit. 7.50 is for a plate of char kuey tiew with extra egg.

Ask me anything :)

i wanted to wake up early but not THIS early. i am insane. i have to be. and i have fever. fever makes me insane. no painkillers . why Mel why didn't you get painkillers.

HOW DID YOU SURVIVE ON 7.50?! TELL US, MASTER!

oh my mum cooked one week's worth of meals for me i heat em up everyday . else it's cereal. *dodges rotten tomatoes being flung in my direction

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why you so melonie? :P

so mean bleh :P

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Melisaaa! :P

Wendyyyyyy !

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Hey Mel!! "Stop Lynas" theme colour is your lovely green!!

oh i why isit MY green? LOL

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