Pictures taken by Tiffany !

http://tiffanylaiphotography.tumblr.com/

kay. sorry for the narcissistic post . and i was really awkward at posing and all but it was fun :D

29/04
Wan Qing's surprise birthday celebration :D

 Rui Fanggggggg < 3

 wrote on scraps of paper and inserted them into the balloons

 Humble Beginning's crepe cake

 Birthday girllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

 LOL. awkward group picture outside a mamak
(because it was 2am and we didn't have anywhere else to go to)

Lunch @ Sushi Zento, Precint 10 the next day

 went over to WQ's place to open presents (and eat half of the cake on our own)

k. this post is long overdue but this space is in need of some pictures that aren't from my phone

done crying. 2 more subjects to go, and i should be trying salvage my next paper but at this point, i'm too tired to even care.

my life for the past 2 weeks.

group studies till 6am

nap for 4 hours

repeat

fries at 4 in the morning

heaps of unhealthy drinks

(attempt at relieving myself of the guilt by asking for slight sugar and never again)

.......and never again to this too

having my first meal after 3pm everyday

a lot of caffeinated drinks. 

attempt at group shots halfway through studying 

:)

2 more weeks and it;s over 

i don't sit for major exams unprepared, i don't leave half the question paper blank and the other half with unintelligible scribbling, i don't give up halfway through a paper and just stop trying.

there's a first for everything.

so much for leaving Malaysia.

today.

I'm sorry.

you might be reading this, you might reach the end of this and brush it off as one of my usual bipolar insecure moments, you'll forget about this, like how you'll forget about me. or it might just click.

that I'm apologizing to you.

it doesn't matter really because it's in the past but it's niggling at the back of my mind and i just had to, but i'm bad at confrontations and i don't want your questions because they're bound to throw me off guard like they so often do.

I'm sorry

sorry for pushing you away sorry for being confusing sorry for losing whatever ounce of trust you once had in me.

it's a cycle, you grab all these feelings of yours, bundle them up, grab a shovel, bury them as close to the core of the earth as you can get, mother nature shifts, thunderstorms, earthquakes, floods, all these feelings you find disdainful and discarded without a second thought, today you find them spewed out, washed up, all laid out in the open

and the irony when you discover them at your doorstep, right where they once belong.

Sorry.

i must be mad. i just. yeap. i deserve this

i wonder if

pmsing like mad k bye

it's an appropriate time to blog because it's 2am and 3 weeks to the exam that pretty much determines my future hehe

just tons of picts from my phone hehe

p/s: clearing out picts cause i'm finally getting a new phone tmr hehe *says this coolly
*secretly does somersaults and handsprings

ahem. my phone is just in a really horrible condition and i know i'm really incapable of taking care of 'my stuff' (I LOST MY STATEMENT OF ENTRY -the paper you need in order to sit for A levels) but really okay i'll try my best hehe

p/s: also lost my wallet at a kopitiam 2 weeks ago *long story dunid go into details but i am very blessed with really awesome friends hehe

one of my closest friend in college (ok we see each everyday for lunch/din/supper) yes growing fat together so much love :D

and she delivered Java Chip with tons of whipped cream on top in Venti size at 10pm to me the night before my Chemistry paper T__________T (it was a surprise and she had to see me at my most 'unglam' moment LOL)

p/s: i slept at 6am that day HAHA

'Jay Chou porridge' or smthg lol . uhm. dunlike.

Chili's with Vinson on his bday (LOL V LONG AGO D)

Yogurt at The Mugshot (heh we went there just for the sake of taking pictures)

when do you bring your chemistry file to Gurney? when it's pouring and you need it to 'save your hair'. this was in Chili's btw (on another day and I had food poisoning the next day -__-)

ok. best. Secret Recipe cake. uhm Turkish smthg i forgot sorry

YUMZ

11pm. a day or 2 before our trials. yupz

@China House. got this off her Insta haha

boo.

Humble Beginnings :D

Curry Maggie at some famous place 'under a huge tree' ahaha jetty area. took us many wrong turnings to get to this place and we were running low on petrol lol

it's time to 

CHOP IT OFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

had fever/diarrhea/headache throughout my trial exams so i stopped drinking coffee omg so happy when i had this after those 4 days TT

oh before my trial exams hahaha he was tutoring me math ( i forgot everything in the end and left 5/10 questions blank)

:DDDD

went all the way to Air Itam for thisssssss

and had this right after that ....................

last night :D

 Goodnight hahahahahahahaha

(meaningless post I just cannot be bothered to study)

you have this problem of not expressing yourself enough to the right person.

comes back and bites you in the end

*inserts unrelated picture

and if you're wondering why I haven't been blogging in ages it's because 

1. most of my posts are related to how stressed out I am over A Levels

2. I'm not THAT bothered about A Levels anymore hence

Byee.