Happy Chinese New Year ! 

(for now, I won't irritate everyone by posting replicas of pictures that have been flooding FB newsfeed/Instagram
-tons of fishballs in a hot pot/ red packets/ yee sang)

instead here are pictures of my dog before he was really freaked out by the fireworks and 'freaked out' is an understatement because he tried tearing the wiring apart with his teeth to get into the house

I have the tendency to start cooing 'AWWGUGU MY BABY BOIIIIIII MISH ME ANOTTTT' when he comes over

(if you ever catch me doing that kindly hold in your laughter and only start laughing behind my back)



oh and hi. didn't get enough sleep. going off to bed now, leaving for Malacca at 7am nights!

goodbyes

sent Julia off at Penang airport

our :( faces

classmates for 2 years and now both of them are leaving the country

all the best Ju <3 p="">

pretty exhausted from functioning on 2 hours of sleep, 3 cups of coffee and after 4 hours of Business Studies class. talk about balancing everything out

I was telling someone how sometimes I feel so indifferent towards everything, and the rest of the time so vulnerable, annoy myself by being such a girl and turning into some walking emotional mess  

ok then i realize i'm actually describing a menstrual cycle LOL

but idk laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. (my favorite line when i start whining). need to get some sleep i guess nights

p/s: oh and today my hair decided to piss me off by impersonating a broom/feather duster/ *inserts highly unattractive looking household item

ya okay I'll just sit here sweltering in anger for the next few days

me and you?

me and you.

it's like an attempt to fit into a size 0 dress when you're a size 6. you're relieved when you manage to pull it pass your hips and the zip goes all the way up. but for the entire time you're self-conscious, you pray that it won't burst at the seams, you tug at it incessantly, you can't wait to change into your comfiest pair of shorts. and when you do. that dress. you toss it it to the back of your wardrobe and it adds to your pile of discarded clothes. forgotten

me and you.

we're like door gifts at a dinner party, all prettied up with bows and flowers. little ornaments nestled among potpourri and colored tissue. expensive in appearance and details but lacking in every other department. because really. who has much use for scented soap and inscribed candle holders

me and you.

made me realize. that two people. even with a list of things in common, a list so long you could rattle off and take forever to get to the bottom of. doesn't necessarily make them compatible. and just maybe. the things they share, believe in and advocate for, from the most insignificant to the most substantial , accumulates. and if it's true that opposites attract, then that's gonna backfire isn't it.

me and you.

i hope i make sense.

(this was initially scribbled on a notebook when i was getting really emotional (LOL) for my private keeping then i decided might as well blog la)

I have this sudden urge to don on a tacky apron and start whipping up amazing meals in the kitchen   or bake pink cake pops with sprinkles for a 5 year old's party wtf serious one -________- think I've been spending way to much time on sites featuring 'Yummy Mummies' and '50 Easy Reciepes from a stay-at-home-mum' HAHA

or maybe I'm just hungry

can't wait to go back tomorrow and stuff myself with CNY cookies

and Feb shall be a Fab month.

(hahahahahahahahahaha joke la pessimist here)

28/1/2013

I should be studying for tomorrow's Math test but I decided to stay at home instead and catch up on Running Man.

*pats myself on the back for, well. being true to myself

*smug

(actually under a lot of pressure after going over to IMU walao the requirements seriously lor smr fee so high practically like studying overseas building so small smr if i don't get the twinning program i'll be stranded there for 5 whole years i like shopping la but doesn't mean i want to be stuck in a mall like building for my entire uni life btw it really used to be a mall i know cause Shaun told me that while he brought me on a tour around seriously doubting myself now maybe i should just pick a less complicated career path like accounting oh God my entire family has a background in accounting and there's me giving up on accounts after slaving over it in form 4 why must i give up on everything this time i shall toughen up (HAHA) and actually put in more effort instead of being the quitter i am *crucial moment excuses myself for not being true to myself shut up Mel shut up)

ANYWAY.

had a *SURPRISE dinner for Julia last night (she's leaving for Aus in a week or two T__T even though we stay 2 minutes away from each other i don't see her often anymore T__T) also celebrated Shireen, Pang and her birthdays :)

*I'd had enough with people ruining SURPRISES so this is the last time I'm going to go about secretly planning anything and having someone blab it out a few hours before the SURPRISE sorry still a sore subject but yeah no more SURPRISES next time i'm creating an event on Facebook so there

my gorgeous friend! we were classmates for 2 years and saw each other practically everyday T_______T
 gonna miss her so much T_________T

most of the pictures are up on Facebook already (i'm so damn efficient when it comes to stuff like this it's puzzling why i'm such a mess when it comes to studies...........or maybe not)

and i say most of because some..... didn't make the cut hahahaahahahha

us signing cards and photos at the last minute at Vinson's workplace (forgot to take pictures sorry ah just imagine us occupying an entire table with our stuff didn't buy anything from them smr lol) .................. and Wendy posing with their presents

after that reached Autocity also occupy few tables in Starbucks getting everyone else to sign the cards and waited for Julia's mum to give us the cue to go over to Tao (DIDN'T ORDER ANYTHING AGAIN LOLZ)

and I fell backwards on a chair in Starbucks. in a dress. Oh God i'm not fit to be a girl

oh yah. damn funny we walked in in a straight line while singing and Tao was so crowded smr the waiter took a video of us and i was in front of the line wtfz

MY GIRL FRIENDS DAMN GORGEOUS RIGHT

and them guys

had to separate into 2 tables :(

i think we ordered close to 100 sets of scallops? LOL and i was still hungry after the dinner wth ate 2 and a half bowls of ice-cream smr

our outfits weren't planned teehee

(idk why but i found this amusing and started laughing to myself)

it's supposed to be some emo shot HAHA

(p/s: I'll cut my hair when it's ankle length)

LOL i look so awkward omg

Alson n Julia


Shireen n Wendy


LOL Sorry last one of Wendy and I lololol


sang the Birthday song thrice hahahahaha

(the waitress looks as excited as Pang LOL)






30th - 31st - 24th








when your date ignores you ....................


time for me to hit the gym



MODELZ










Kenvyn / Alson / Vinson / me / Shireen (and Wendy) / Collin








right day to be dressed in black, everyone else was kinda....neglected lol




THIS IS OUR 'CLUBBING' SHOT






our 'OOTD's picts LOLZZ

(didn't make the cut for Facebook hahahaha)


nah no braces d must grin more

(plz focus on them teeth and not my double chin)


stood in the middle of the road and talked for a long time . IDK WHY WE ALWAYS DO THAT. got smthg important to discuss okay here's a rubbish bin/an entrance to a restaurant/parking lot now we can start discussing

btw we were going on about swag LOL we haz so much swag yo

OK. it's 3 am now guess I should continue Running Man. Nights! :D