Relationships with others, 

we misrepresent them to be more durable than they really are, making them out to be this barrage, an endless stretch of concrete wall furnished with steel poles, when most of the time, parts of this wall have been rendered paper thin from unresolved arguments, cracks have found their way in through discontement, and water starts seeping out, first in trickles, then a steady stream, until enough pressure builds up against this wall and it collapses. 

But it's okay. Everyone else saw this coming. They tell you to evacuate, to steer clear of this place, to isolate yourself, to give yourself time, because this wall can be rebuilt. 

Relationship with yourself,

they're a dependable source, a place of refuge, you're there to mend and plaster away at the first signs of a threat.

so it's disconcerting, to be detached from yourself. You shouldn't disconnect with an entity you belong to.

sometimes, the feeling of isolation is so intense, it's almost like I'm looking at myself from a distance.

and I do not like what I see.

and I really want this to stop.