You should learn about anger,
That it starts off with you seething, and if you allow it enough time, it heats up to the right temperature, enough to leave you boiling, and all these words, settled at the bottom, heavy with hurt, they start bubbling right to the surface.
You should learn about anger,
That it starts off with you placed against a wall, watching a steel block inching towards you, and when the pressure builds up just right, adrenaline kicks in and you find yourself with the triple the strength to push away and break free
You should learn about anger,
That usually, when it ends, sadness and loneliness takes it's place.
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Do I no longer know my worth.
This is one of those 17 year old moments when you clasp your hands to you face and dramatically exclaim that your life is ruined except that it isn't a joke anymore.
