(now I mostly just go on DotA and distract myself with buying wards and stacking camps)
Also, it keeps my mind off things.
I like having an outlet I can go to instead of sitting around for hours examining my feelings and beating myself up over.... stuff
Tip to cheer yourself up :
1. Wake up one morning to the fattest birds and squirrels scuttling around the backyard
2. Buy a bunch of cheap bananas and bread (check the clearance shelf) and scatter bits of them on the ground
3. Make sure it's the right amount of distance from the window you'll be peeking from
4. Wait 30 minutes to 2 hours
(at one point there was at least 6 squirrels, but I couldn't get all of them in a picture)
I wish I could feed squirrels everyday....