I ate so much today and yesterday I actually hoped the world would end .
haven't had SO MUCH carbs in just 2 days

did some cooking with Mum 

(sorry for the over edited pictures I was just feeling artsy lacking good judgement editing them way past midnight)

Yesterday :

and since I forgot to take more pictures , from uncooked pastry . . .



there you have, pumpkin pie !
one of my favorite home made pastries , super fattening since one of this is made up of an entire stick of butter , oh well

*shovels pie into mouth


(okay that fork looks so out of place, some more bent d from the time i tried to pry some tin open with it hahahahaha)





made 4 red velvet cakes (3 to be given away) , all decorated differently but only took picture of this hahaha tastes even better than the one made earlier this year (i didn't really help this time so maybe that's why hahahahahaha fml)



pumpkin soup and french toast for dinner !


the apples were kinda like a taste test la, i couldn't taste the difference anyway hahaha






the texture turns out way better this way, using a skillet and some olive oil instead of an oven

*impressed with myself for 2 seconds for using the word texture all those episodes of Topchef finally showing

but really. so nice kay and i don't usually eat rice/white bread but i ate half a loaf i think

.......

*regrets


i thought this picture resembled a few fat dudes sitting in a Jacuzzi . got anot!

Today:













I like the peanut and sugar coated version sooo much more than the soup one.


I drank the soup and threw the tangyuan away lolllllllllllllll


and here's a picture of me after waking up ... around noon today (that's why room so bright)



*KI SIAO FANGIRL MODE

why i so outdated now only discover such an amazing song!

okay bye bye tmr gonna cook more stuff teehee that's why i haven't gone out much this hols 

:( 

10 minutes ago. I went down for another slice of cheesecake and decided to weigh myself.

I screamed right after stepping on the scale .








(i bet you expected me to considering the amount of food i'd been tucking into)

errrrr nolah not that dramatic. I screamed cause a lizard came scuttling out from the bottom of the scale . and I HAVE THE RIGHT TO OVERREACT TOP 5 WORST FEARS LIZARDS INCLUDED *hyperventilates

ok and also, i almost screamed when i saw the digits flashing back at me not exaggerating but uhm it's a lot. like a lot. like hardcore diet for 2 months plus working out everyday to lose that amount of weight kind of a lot .

*eats cheesecake defiantly

i used to be super self-conscious of calories and refused to eat after 6pm . (also got cheat one la sometimes but if i have supper i'll start doing crunches and push ups hahahaha wth)

hmm i must be letting myself go hahahahaha. guess i won't be weighing myself after having cheesecake for supper anytime soon .

(and sorry if i'm annoying everyone with my shallow issues once again)

i just really need to vent

Twitter account

after 2 years. hmm.

like'em.

Hihi. was forced to wake up at 8AM today to go to Gurney. so grumpy the whole day lol!

our favourite quote when we screw up a test or skip classes - Best A Level students ever la! 

-_____________________- I'm turning over a new leaf *ties a bandanna with the words '加油' around my head like they do in Chinese comics 

after this week LOL

I started playing the piano again hahaha after almost 2 years and I practice around 3 in the morning hahaha -______- ok byee. 

OOTDs

(from previous post)

ootds ( picts I took this year) 

I'm getting SUPER LAZY to dress up , especially to college/church, can wear the same pair of jeans 3 days in a week hahahaha. 

Top : F21 // Belt: F21 // Skirt : *someboutique // Shoes : Fitflops


Dress : Topshop // Clutch : Dorothy Perkins

(Accessory : RM0.50 rubber band worn around wrist)

I wanna sell this dress lololol comes with rubber band as free gift


Tee : Paul Frank // Shorts : F21 // Bracelets : online shop (and rubber band again HAHA)

(additional accessory : very yummy crepe with chocolate sauce)


Top : Topshop // Jeans : Esprit // Shoes : Aldo // Bag : CharlesandKeith // Necklace : Dharsh's

(oh and my chio rubber band again)


Maxi dress : lala shop in Sunway // Bag : CharlesandKeith


Top : *someboutique // Shorts : Topshop //Bag : Coach // Bracelet : i forgot

(additional accessory : microphone looks quite yeng also)

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

need to sell my clothes! (not the ones in this post cept for the dress but if you offer good price i don't mind also lololol)  okay bye !

Hi. If you'd ever wondered if I'm genuinely ...... interested in girls due to my lack of interest in any sort of relationships (lolllllllllllllllll) and obsession with hot girls, I shall clear your suspicions .

I am in fact, a guy.

Yup.

this is me doing what guys do.

ootd : Top;F21 // Shorts;i-Square, Gurney // Necklace;Esprit // Earrings;Swarovski John Lewis (from Groupon HAHA) // Bag;someboutique*

P/s: this is the first time I am doing this 'ootd' thing don't laugh. i see people doing this all the time on Instagram and adding a hastag in front so I'm following #nolife #lala #lostmyswag

(ya the hashtag was meant to irritate)

quite fun also la if i have nothing better to do i shall do a few more 'ootd' posts with pictures i took this year teehee

oh yeah and *someboutique is some boutique i get a lot of my stuff from . hahahaha wth.

trip with the guys to the island on Friday
only had a cup of coffee for breakfast so I was starving by the time we reached .......around 4pm

But it's okay. I made up for all those calories by the end of the day 

The Twelve Cups (in case you couldn't read the sign )

Cute . (sorry that's the only word I can come up with right now) it's 2AM so i shall forgive myself

(unlike other bloggers I'm not about to start typing out a list of the 5 crepe cakes we ordered)

I don't even remember mine cept that it's that chocolate one with chocolate rice balls sandwiched between layers of the crepe. okay okay laaaa.

Nadeje in Malacca still has the BEST MILLE CREPE CAKES

I can justify to this cause I once ate half of an entire Nadeje crepe cake by myself at my Grandma's birthday
(ya it was her birthday cake)


Alson got us liquor chocolates from Germany.

I love chocolates, love to the extent of eating a few bars in one go sort of love.
but this one uhm too hardcore.

and funny incident, I suggested sharing the chocolates 'cause there were diff flavors and someone (i forgot who) was like 'okok ya bite half' . I missed out the sarcasm and went and did that manatau the alcohol started flowing out wth memang hardcore chocolate. I didn't actually expect the chocolates to be filled with alcohol LOL




this is such a nice picture :D








walao super hard to camwhore with guys okay took like so many shots and this is the most okay one



we spent a long time there ,occupied the largest table and made so much noise smr.
ok my fault also when i got up the chair i was sitting on fell backwards , metal one somemore arghh embarrassing ahhhh.

P/s: oh and I had the best currypuff ever at Pulau Tikus market !


@ Marshalls !



the cafe was sooo crowded. we had to sit and face this poster while waiting for our orders.......



Mine : The Fat Piglet (i started laughing when i was about to order hahahaha)


Xu-Xing's. I forgot what's it called so i shall name it 'the most expensive one on the menu'

(it's RM16.90 btw)

BUT SUPER GOOD.


Alson's beef burger.

I LOVE THEIR BURGERS T______T


teehee

Met up with Shireen after that :D went to Pulau Tikus market again for supper



I really will stop eating d. at least until Christmas. HAIH.

okay church service tmr, nights ! 

FOREVER HUNGRY. 

(yesterday was supposed to be my last day of splurging on food so i went.... all out. like eating everything i saw. oh God i ate so much. but i'm starving already. and I forgot I made plans to go out tmr. so more food i guess)

argh

 . . . . . . . . meditating

8 months ago ;

6/4/2012

" being reminded of your past isn't exactly delightful, and i mean those awful self-deprecating moments you have when you're 15 and in one of those phases of feeling vulnerable to the slightest criticisms or unloved or attacked  and lashing out without weighing the consequences or reasoning

it's all really silly now. 

 i can't bring myself to delete those posts because it's all those 'moments' , as insignificant and trivial they are, they make me, and now they're a reminder that certain people don't matter a few years down the road, and really, are certain things worth the tears and worrying?

few things really do.

i still lose myself now and then. it's something i can't explain but it happens . it's why i really like being alone at times, to just reflect, pray and bring myself back because it's so easy to be swallowed up by everything"

a day late

last week ;

someone got me this when i was stuck in the hostel, super nice, has black sugar instead of the normal fillings // home cooked food :) // Window 8 yeng anot // ***watched Rise Of The Gurdians and had the best tomyam steamboat at Jalan Rangoon (had it again today hoho)

pretty earrings // ***Toffee Nut Frap (decaf of course) // ***lunch @ Dragon-i, Queensbay before watching Wreck It Ralph // the xiao long bao not that yummy d :(

watched The Help for the 4th time at Dharsh's place // ***dimsum again , every week dimsum, forever dimsum // shopping spree! // HI. ***watched Life Of Pi and TGV cinema has amazing popcorn i ate a large one by myself (totally unrelated to this pict but nvm)

***we wore the exact same Paul Frank tee once and now the exact same top! // ***lunch @ Morganfield, disappointing // durian after lunch at Ong Cheng Huat // F21

***days when i skipped classes 

it's a lot. i'm trying not to freak out, but i've been missing out on so much, in case you didn't know, A Levels is divided into 2 semester and 2 major exams, AS is the easy one (ya which i whined about) and A2 is the killer.

I missed out on 5 chapters of A2 Math.

it's not just bad, it's not even equivalent to missing out on F4/F5 and sitting for SPM right away, more like jumping straight from F1 syllabus to SPM. 

I kid you not. it is that difficult because majority of the new syllabus is unrelated to SPM/AS 

(or maybe i'm just dumb hahahahahahaha)

(or maybe i should have paid attention in the classes i actually bothered going instead of Whatsapping the entire time)

walaoeh such a terrible student i can't even. 

ah whatever la. next year la next year. 

Going back home tmr bye bye! :)

if you don't want to risk getting hurt, stay away from what could potentially hurt you.

GET IT ANOT.