6/4/2012
" being reminded of your past isn't exactly delightful, and i mean those awful self-deprecating moments you have when you're 15 and in one of those phases of feeling vulnerable to the slightest criticisms or unloved or attacked and lashing out without weighing the consequences or reasoning
it's all really silly now.
i can't bring myself to delete those posts because it's all those 'moments' , as insignificant and trivial they are, they make me, and now they're a reminder that certain people don't matter a few years down the road, and really, are certain things worth the tears and worrying?
few things really do.
i still lose myself now and then. it's something i can't explain but it happens . it's why i really like being alone at times, to just reflect, pray and bring myself back because it's so easy to be swallowed up by everything"
