*SHYYYYYY.

(i don't usually take these sorta picts lololol)

meet up @ TPF with the usual people //  last day of AS exam! // Durian yayyy // ate 5 plates of this myself LOLOL

new fave hangout place in BM, even though i lost at every game we played it's okay it's the company that matters *sniffs // after our karaoke session @ Sunway mall // TF froyo with Wendy // rearranging my novels the day before the new sem. so much fun.

Shelby and Stout! the best pict of them -___- and ya my dog is scratching -___- // sho cute // FATTENING LIKE WHAT ONLY FOREVER NO SELF CONTROL // Chulia street with Dharsh and Shiv 

some curry chee cheong fun at Sentosa, BM, boh ho jiak one // before watching Pitch Perfect! *fangirl mode on. damn nice ah.

ok i just woke up, went out for lunch, came back and i'm gonna continue sleeping bye bye.

a list

i found a wish list i wrote a while back, it's shameless, childish, rather narcissistic and well pretty much sums up the person I was (STILL AM LOL) . the first sentence actually goes like this, 'I wish I could wake up one day 10cm taller and 10 kilos lighter, also after that I want my appetite to double so I can eat even more but I want the pounds to continue to melt off'

i think it's a lie when people given only one wish would wish for 'World Peace' or 'the starving children in Africa'

it has to be a lie *consoles myself

okay la i know people who would genuinely wish for that i'm just, unfortunately, not one of them

(when i read The Hunger Games and came to the part where they drank smthg to throw up in order to eat more i actually thought it was a good idea wtf is wrong with me)

second part also about looks (bigger eyes, why my nose damn flat *inserts more lala stuff *cringe worthy moment) walao damn lalalalalalalala hahahahahahahahaha *explodes

and it's written in order of the most important to the least so it's appearance , to be less socially awkward (LOL) *awkward and other stuff la.

so embarrassing.

anyway I threw it away (after cringing like mad) and wrote down a new list (it isn't a wishlist btw 'wishlist' sounds like smthg a 5 year old would write to Santa no meh and it's not resolutions either, i think resolutions sound kinda ominous and should be replaced as unachievable goals that creates self-loathing)

it's just a list la.

and uhm hopefully it helps.

it's almost the end of 2012 so, time to move on right right right

P/s: I missed out on my first Biology class of my new semester. oh and Math too. (supposed to be in Math class now)  i shall try not to hate myself too much

(sorry hah too lazy to upload picts next blog post k)

想起过去也不知应该开心有那回忆还是觉得自己好愚蠢竟然做出曾经说过永远不会发生在我身上的事. 一年都过了, 哭也哭过了,  半年前,伤心也不再是不平常的事. 现在觉得, 遇见一个让你难过的人也不算是件坏事. 就算没使我更坚强 (HAHA) 但至少我以后对这种事, 也应该比较能应付.

人生经验吗
 (别人为了安慰我告诉我的. 也对啦)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

nah a post in chinese. GENG ANOT. sorry if some of the words are messed up at least I didn't translate everything to English hahaha

还是英各力寺好啦

it's ten minutes to 2 in the morning. and I'm sitting here, contemplating and ... reflecting.

(in other words, torn between another episode of RM or Chemistry)
(guess which one I picked I chia you kimchi)
(and if you don't like kimchi sorry too bad how can kimchi damn nice ok)

oh ya i wanted to blog about this in one of my prev posts but was distracted, so yeah since I remembered . OK i find it baffling when someone treats their closest friends like dirt (not as in the teasing / pulling pranks that sort, that's perfectly fine, it's not okay when it's constantly putting them down and telling them they're shit , and doing everything to drag down their self-esteem ) but oh look, when it's an acquaintance or a new friend , they're the sweetest creatures, like yeah look at me i have the biggest grin plastered on my face let's be friends whee of course i'll help you out i love your top whee .

why. i don't understand why a mere acquaintance ranks above someone who has always been there for you.

also right. it can't be that hard to be happy for someone can it. ok fine, it's normal to 'be jelly' , yeah you deserve a break too, yeah why her why him why not me. OKAY. but mean nasty comments in their faces , the offhand snarky remark just to watch them falter, anything to stop them from being happy . WHYYY.  okay la if you genuinely think that the color of her prom dress makes her look like a washed out pregnant woman ok lor go announce it to everyone and rub it in her face (even though i think i still think it's really mean) but if you don't and you're being nasty cause you can't stand someone looking good , gaining popularity, making more friends than you are, getting more likes on Facebook *inserts a million other scenarios.

IT'S SO DAMN MEAN.

and rather sad too. for you.

okay random rant bye bye

like.

Drives out on the main road for the first time
Loses driving license
Loses it at a hiking trial
Loses IC too
Doesn't realize it till months later.

I'm convinced that I'm the real life version of Bad Luck Brian -____-

anywayyyyyy. after Chem paper next Thursday I'll be done with AS ! (unless I'm retaking la HAIH)
unfortunately A2 classes start on the 25th . HAIH.

one week plus to catch up on sleep, exercise and eat healthily :D :D :D

*passes out from laughter.

for the past 2 months I've been Queen of Junk Food and Caffeinated Drinks 8)

 cakes and pressie for the birthday girl // idk why my hand is wrapped around that bowl of ice kacang, i wasn't being protective over it k, I swear i'm not that possessive over food! *defensive // attempt to exercise ends with me collapsing in a pool of my own sweat. after 10 minutes // I had 2 bars of chocolate around 4am. my only defense is that I need to eat while I study

(LOL just realize how huge those 2 bars were T___T)

 Korean food with Wendy // parents weren't around for a few weeks so I ended up cooking twice HAHA even I can't stand eating murukku and chips everyday , pan seared salmon // potatoes in jacket with some gravy

I'm sorry that my skills are so bad that i can't even take a pict of the sky without objects getting in the way (the palm tree and electric pole) anyway. pretty right the color! too bad it started pouring while i was standing outside admiring it fml // LOTS OF STRAWBERRIES // why my ponytail so effing short one // seriously why

 Tomyam steamboat @ Sg Rambai // I LOVE PIG'S TROTTERS OMG // dimsum opp college is still the cheapest, and tastes really good too :D  // New book from Wendy :)

Korean junk food for dinner // Mani-pedi session with Wan Qing :) // FINALLY LOR // Steamboat at Zi Wei Yuan, Raja Uda is sososoososososososososososo good

ok i really like eating . 

and i always have a good appetite. like always. i just don't reject food wtf

nice anot. we came all the way from Penang to Raja Uda for this LOL. 

and i damn chor lor, went and scraped my toe against the car door minutes after getting it done hahaha

ok going to watch more episodes of Running Man :D

oh and HAPPY DEEPAVALI :D BYE :D

haihhhhhh. haven't started studying. haihhhhhhhh. i'm gonna start now since it's exactly 2.30 (i'm a bit OCD when it comes to this)

haihhhhhhhhhhhhhh bye bye