it's ten minutes to 2 in the morning. and I'm sitting here, contemplating and ... reflecting.

(in other words, torn between another episode of RM or Chemistry)
(guess which one I picked I chia you kimchi)
(and if you don't like kimchi sorry too bad how can kimchi damn nice ok)

oh ya i wanted to blog about this in one of my prev posts but was distracted, so yeah since I remembered . OK i find it baffling when someone treats their closest friends like dirt (not as in the teasing / pulling pranks that sort, that's perfectly fine, it's not okay when it's constantly putting them down and telling them they're shit , and doing everything to drag down their self-esteem ) but oh look, when it's an acquaintance or a new friend , they're the sweetest creatures, like yeah look at me i have the biggest grin plastered on my face let's be friends whee of course i'll help you out i love your top whee .

why. i don't understand why a mere acquaintance ranks above someone who has always been there for you.

also right. it can't be that hard to be happy for someone can it. ok fine, it's normal to 'be jelly' , yeah you deserve a break too, yeah why her why him why not me. OKAY. but mean nasty comments in their faces , the offhand snarky remark just to watch them falter, anything to stop them from being happy . WHYYY.  okay la if you genuinely think that the color of her prom dress makes her look like a washed out pregnant woman ok lor go announce it to everyone and rub it in her face (even though i think i still think it's really mean) but if you don't and you're being nasty cause you can't stand someone looking good , gaining popularity, making more friends than you are, getting more likes on Facebook *inserts a million other scenarios.

IT'S SO DAMN MEAN.

and rather sad too. for you.

okay random rant bye bye