How did I get here?

PMR briefing today, made me more nervous :/

I was used to *cough* scare TT today
I'm actually capable of *cough**cough* scaring someone x)

Hey, did you know there's a Sungai MIANG in Pahang?
(something to do with pemuliharaan hutan)

P/s:
Thank me if it comes out in PMR ;P

Permanent Mondays

I woke up
I got ready for school
I wondered why it was unusually bright for 7am
I checked the time
It was 10:30am
WTF

♥ ♥ ♥

You said good things take time
If that was the truth
I'm expecting so much more than good

♥ ♥ ♥

How long has it been?
I should stop counting

♥ ♥ ♥

It's funny how I could stay up past midnight and never feel tired the next day
Oh, I forgot. You were there

♥ ♥ ♥

I must be out of my mind to still hold on
But I'm afraid of letting go

♥ ♥ ♥

Maybe, we're just not meant to be;
Maybe I should find another You

♥ ♥ ♥

P/s:
Screw it, I'm gonna blog about anything I want ;)

Birthdays!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
TO TEH HAN WEI!
24th September♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ANG KELVIN!
27th September♥

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY
TO TAN HUI HUI!
30th September♥

I wish aliens would kidnap me

Right now, all I want is to be able to fall asleep before 5am
I haven't been sleeping for nights,
Even forcing myself to stay awake the entire afternoon doesn't help

Melisa! says:
can't sleep
VON! ♥ says:
thinking of someone
LOL
Melisa! says:
yea
that comes in the form of papers, questions and spells scary
P.M.R
VON! ♥ says:
PMR kanasai

I can't believe I'm losing sleep over this shit, argh.
I feel capable of shooting someone right now
I WANT TO SHOOT SOMEONE

Watched 2 movies about aliens this week :)
One sucked and the other was Awesome ♥

Sucked;
First of all, it's some South-African movie and I couldn't understand their accent, plus the subtitles were all screwed -.-
It's gross too, the guy got infected with some alien disease and his fingernail came off. Ugh.
P/s: the aliens were fugly

Love it!
At least there was a semi-hot guy here, haha
P/s: the aliens were cute ;)

Off to kill myself studying, Bye!

P/s:
PMR doesn't scare me as much as you do

oh HAHA, you're so entertaining

I wish I could trip over, hit my head against a table, lapse into comma for 2 weeks, wake up and forget.
Then I'd done everything differently

I ate so much this week I look like a preggy woman
I've a feeling I won't fit into my pinafore :/
Screw thin people, I'll NEVER give up ice-cream to be skinny

Hey! Everyone! Let's burn our Form 1-3 books after PMR!
It'll be fun! :DDD
I'm kidding, stingyenvironment conscious people like me never burn/throw books away, we sell them along with old newspaper for money to save the world ;)

P/s:
Chocolate never lets you down

Hey I'm in love with your best friend, doofus

My contact lens came out in tuition
WTF
It dropped on the floor
WTF
I went down on all fours looking for it
WTF
I didn't have a mirror
WTF
There wasn't a mirror in the toilet
WTF
A guy made a joke about me sticking it into my mouth to keep it "moisturized"
WTF
The teacher went to the next class asking for a mirror
WTF
She made me go to the toilet upstairs
WTF
It was dark and eerie
WTF
There wasn't soap
WTF
I'm gonna get infection
WTF

P/s:
Yes, WTF

I AM DEPRESSED

Collin says:
Melisaaaaa
chace sucksss

Melisa! says:
i died
i'm not melisa
i suck
i'm depressed
i need medication

Collin says:
emo laa

Melisa! says:
i know :(
very

Collin says:
don wori chace fella wont care abt u
=D

Melisa! says:
:(((

Collin says:
haha
read too much til depressed a

Melisa! says:
thanks for comforting me
no my husband left me for a hooker
he went to india
i'll never see him again
that bastard
hey collin help me go wallop him

Collin says:
which bastard la
chace

Melisa! says:
no
the other :((
the not-hot one

I want to fade away to nothing

You should never believe everything I tell you

Your save meant nothing to me ; You mean everything

You always know when I'm lying don't you? :)
My title is longer than my post -.-

And the light at the end of the tunnel is an incoming train

My previous post proves it, I suck at numbers
14 x 2 = 48 I rock man
I'll never get a job, I WOULDN'T EVEN BE ABLE TO COUNT MY PAY
This is so depressing

You know what depresses me more?

People who are big-headed enough to think I have a crush on them based on the fact that I reply their texts and IMs

No, actually it pisses me off.

I reply ALMOST everyone okay!
Except when I'm sleepy / watching Gossip Girl / cramming for some major exam / having a breakdown / in tuition
So there! I do not have a crush on anyone

No pictures today :)

P/s:
I never wanted you to change

100 Truths ; Tagged by Christine

Rules: Once you've been tagged,you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = Iced milo
2. last phone call = Dad
3. last text message = Nick
4. last song you listened to = Paparazzi : Lady Gaga
5. last time you cried = Weeks ago


HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = Good girls like me don't date :P
7. been cheated on = Depends on what you mean by that
8. kissed someone & regretted it = Nopes
9. lost someone special = Yea
10. been depressed = I wouldn't say depressed, more like suicidal really sad
11. been drunk and depressed = Alcohol sucks

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. White
14. Silver

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend = Duh. LOTS AND LOTS :)
16. Fallen out of love = Nopes
17. Laughed until you cried = Haha yea
18. Met someone who changed you = I guess so, some people made me crazier XP
19. Found out who your true friends were = Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you = Yea, they were dumb enough to think I was deaf
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = No and never will

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = Probably less than 200?
24. Do you have any pets = One dog, I call him the egomaniac
25. Do you want to change your name = Nopes
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Partyyyy in school :DD
27. What time did you wake up today = 7:40am
28. What were doing at midnight last night = Having a breakdown Texting
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = PMR to be OVER
30. Last time you saw your Mother = Like 5 minutes ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = You know the answer :)
32. What are you listening to right now = My dad singing some Elvis Presley song =.=
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = LOL.LOL.LOL.LOL. Never want to
34. What's getting on your nerves right now =Geography
35. Most visited webpage = Blogs and Facebook
36. Where you want to be right now = Malacca
37. Nicknames = Like I'll tell you
38. Relationship Status = Married xD
39. Zodiac sign = Leo

41. Elementary school = SJK (C) ChungHwa1, SJK (C) YokBin
42. Middle school = SMK InfantJesusConvent, SMK HighSchoolBukitMertajam
43. Hair colour = Black
44. Long or short = Short
46. Height = 155cm :( unfortunately
47. Do you have a crush on someone = Chace Crawforddd! :)
48. What do you like aboNope = HUH? HUH? HUH?
50. Tattoos = EWW. Gross much
51. Righty or lefty = Righty
52. First surgery = None
53. First piercing = Ears
54. First best friend = Timmm :)
55. First kiss = MY DOG :D
56. First vacation = Uhh..Singapore?
57. First crush = C. HAHAHAHA!


RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = Waffles <3
60.Drinking = Nothing
61. I'm about to = Sign off
62. Listening to = Dad's still singing -.-
63. Waiting for = Mum to come yell at me to go shower

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = NEVER ASK ME THAT. I freak out
65. Get married = Uhh. Ask me again in 10 years
66. Career = Some kickass job that earns loads ;P

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses = Depends on who's giving them :P
69. Shorter or taller = Taller. DUH
70. Older or Younger = Who?
71. Romantic or spontaneous = SPONTANEOUS, definitely
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Arms. Wait, can I chose both? Guys with bulging bellies are just gross :D
73. Sensitive or loud = Loud
74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Trouble maker (if I must)


HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = Nopes
77. Drank hard liquor = No thanks
78. Lost glasses/contacts = ALL the time
79. Sex on first date = LOL I'm so tempted to say yes. HAHA NO!
80. Broken someone's heart = Yes and I'm not sorry Sorry :(
81. Had your own heart broken = Yes
82. Been arrested = Nahhh
83. Turned someone down = Yes
84. Cried when someone died = Yes. WHAT? I have a heart okay!
85. Fallen for a friend? = *sighs* Yes


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = I have insecure moments. WHO AM I? WHY AM I BREATHING?
87. Miracles = Not really
88. Love at first sight = NO
89. Heaven = Of course
90. Santa Claus = Santa is nasty, he tricks little kids :(
91. Kiss on the first date = NO
92. Angels = Yes


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf?= No
95. Did you sing today? = In church
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = Nopes
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = When I was one month old, then I'd suffocated myself with a pillow so that I wouldn't need to be freaking out over PMR now Last year :)
98. Are you afraid of falling in love with somebody else? = Yea.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = Yes

I choose to tag :
NO ONE
If you want to do this tell me and I'll be kind enough to tag you :)

P/s:
There isn't a number 40 and 58 -.-

If you say so

The first two sentences in my previous post was such a mistake
I don't actually like anyone. LOL
I only wanted to see someone's reaction -.-
OMG. I don't have a life

WHADEVA.

DID YOU REALIZE THAT WE HAVE 48 CHAPTERS OF GEOGRAPHY TO STUDY ?
Neither did I.

I had this genius study plan where I would finish off 24 chapters a day
Do the math, I'd finished everything in 2 days

WRONG.

It took me 3 hours just to wade through one chapter of that crap
( Fine, I took like 50 breaks in between )

OMG. I'm so dead.

I've not started KH
And I don't actually have a problem switching from perdagangan to technical since I didn't do much studying last year anyway
It's the teras part that I find impossible
Plus it doesn't help that I keep getting yelled at by SirOoi for not being able to identify a screw, nail and bolt
They all look the same to me -.-
Screw KH, stupid subject. *comforts myself*



P/s:
TWO WEEKS

One minute five seconds late

Liking someone is overwhelming isn't it?
You wouldn't know

I KINDA like the video :)
(Psst...that guy in this picture WASN'T in the video, I only realized when I zoomed in, or maybe he is...IS HE?)
She actually looks bitchy as a brunette
I'm SO outdated, I don't listen to current songs, I don't even like most of the songs aired on the radio I'm weird xD

P/s:
STUDY.STUDY.STUDY.

I feel like a stalker

It sucks doesn't it? To know you'll always be second-best.
I'm not gonna bother crying or even demanding an explanation

Copied from dum dum Ferris's blog :

" Today, there's a few situation(s)
First is...
Before 3G is going to bengkel KH...
Smart kambing (he meant Kenvyn) asked Melisa..
' U like Sir Ooi ar? ' ( sumtin like that)
Unexpectedly...
She nods her head...
Means...

YES!! "

First of all, I wasn't paying attention
Secondly, are you kidding me? -.-

Oh this reminds me of what CKC said

" Got so many guys, don't simply chose"

Right. I'm gonna pretend I don't know what he meant

Off to study! :D ( Or pretend to )

P/s:
I'm gonna find another you

I don't make sense

I don't know what to think.
I should be happy but I'm not, I'm confused.

Stupid cartridge -.-
And it WON'T wash off no matter how hard I scrub
Now I've gotta go to school with sexy blue stains all over my legs and hands -.-

OMG YES! THERE'S A LIZARD IN MY ROOM!
OMIGOD. I KNOW IT'S TINY BUT THE MOTHER'S PROBABLY SOMEWHERE BREEDING!
IT RAN INTO THE SHOWER WHEN I SCREAMED
NOW I NEED TO WEAR SLIPPERS WHEN I GO INTO THE BATHROOM EVEN THOUGH I USED HALF A BOTTLE OF DETTOL TO KILL THE BACTERIAS
SO DISGUSTING. MY ROOM IS CONTAMINATED WITH LIZARD GERMS
IT'S WORSE THAN INFLUENZA A! (okay maybe not, but CLOSE)

I might as well camp outside on the car porch with my dog
At least he'll keep them away
Shyte, a horrible thought just crossed my mind
WHAT IF HE KILLED A LIZARD AND DECIDED TO MAKE ME PLAY FETCH WITH IT?
Waking up with a dead lizard on my face would be my worst nightmare coming true, it's even scarier than the horrible dream I had where all my hair fell off and I turned into a bag lady.

I'm doomed.

P/s:
Lizards are WORSE than cockroaches okay! They have tails!

Laughing DOES burn calories

Someone misspelled "Old FOLKS home" as "Old FOX home"
I just cracked myself up. AGAIN
Ignore me, I've a really morbid sense of humor
I laugh when no one else does.

Give me a reason to laugh :D

I like red gummyworms I like you

I just embarrassed myself
I wanna move out of this neighborhood

Catch me when I fall?

Don't you hate it when you miss someone so much you get bored?

Truths

Okay, look I have to say this
I keep screwing up relationships, it's a fact.

My friends hate you, so do I

I officially hate Aeon

Lines I picked up today :
( No, I wasn't eavesdropping )

Potiphar's wife tried to seduce Joseph but failed.

12AM is way too early for bedtime.

I don't tell dirty jokes. I only listen.

I want to move to KL, there's Queensbay mall.

A really hot guy come up to you and ask you to go for a date with him.
You reply, " Are you a Christian? "

Bye bye!

P/s:
I am LAME. See, I admit it

I doodle

Don't ask

SirOoi's gonna kill me

I HAD to censor that part

P/s:
Yay! this is my 3rd post today

He's the BOMB! <3

I don't get it, how can ANYONE claim that Chuck Bass is hotter than Nate in Gossip Girl?







Tsk tsk tsk, Ed looks so horrible beside Chace XD

Chace Crawford is REALLY hot isn't he?
*starts jumping up and down like a jakun*
OMG! OMG! OMG!
C'mon! You know it's true!

P/s:
Chace on the brains (hey, at least it rhymes, sorta)

Antibiotics and Painkillers

Flu, sore throat, fever
No, it ain't H1N1, I went for check upS
Gawd, I feel really shitty
At least I get to drink Ribena and eat ice-cream for the entire day

On a MUCH happier note,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAOWEE DARL!♥

P/s: CHACE CRAWFORD IS LOVE NOT CHUCK BASS!
Fine, I'll let it go this time XP

Thanks for always being there and listening to me whining♥
&. you're definitely one of the most awesome people in my life♥

Yes, she's my super duper gorgeous bestfriend♥

You know I wanna jump on a plane right now and turn up at your front door yelling "Surprise! Surprise! "
Unfortunately I can't do that, so go wild at your hawt nerds party kay? :)
I can't believe it's been 6 years since we met, time flies doesn't it?
Great now I feel so old -.-

We weren't that close in primary cause you were the rebel and I was the good, quiet girl (it's true!) & I remembered feeling like tearing out your hair every time you took up all the sitting space X)

Then we hung out on balcony the very last day of our primary six school trip
& the stupid guys threw the purple underwear at us -.-

I miss those years. I even miss your sarcasms :)

ILY!♥

P/s:
I wanna go back so so bad

I feel happy :)
For now

Revenge

I hate PangShawTeik for calling me obscene names in Tamil
Yes, Pang, I HATE YOU!
& it wasn't very funny when I went round like a total idiot asking what it meant -.-

Fine, I don't hate you
But I'm gonna come up with an equally horrible name for you too
In Hainanese! Or...Italian.
Hmmm...I wonder what's _____ in French
Maybe I should try Google :D
Don't worry, I'll delete the search history X)

P/s:
I've changed my mind, you're not a jerk, you just suck :)

Go away

Met 2 of my "favorite" teachers in Aeon today
Yay me -.-

Made new glasses, my eyesight power increased from 375 to 600
I know,
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!?!

Blah blah blah
Nothing else to blog about
Bye! ;)

P/s:
鬼才喜欢你

Crashed back

One question : How do you know it's a relationship based on looks?
You can't judge

Signed up for physics tuition, YES, for form 4
I feel the need to shout this out to the whole world.
I shocked myself.
LALALA~ At least I'm sitting beside Wendy and Sam
We're sitting RIGHT BEHIND.
17th row if I'm not mistaken *glares at you*
I still can count okay! Even though I didn't get A for Math

I will disown the next person who starts singing any Akon or SeanKingston songs within hearing distance ON PURPOSE.
Hey, I said on purpose okay!
I won't go around strangling innocent people. Or maybe I will.

FINALLY got to use my webcam :D
I don't usually use it cause I don't like being seen in pajamas
Not that I LIVE in pajamas. Just, occasionally.
BANANAS IN PAJAMAS ROCK!
Oh yea, I was webcamming with myself.
I don't have a life :( I had one until someone took it away.
GIVE ME BACK MY LIFE!

Don't get irritated with me :(
I've been moping around long enough
Webcammed with Tim :)
The wonders of technology! All hail nerds! :D
He didn't look that different from 3 years ago
Just more...mature I guess. He didn't sound very mature though XP
Sorry, I'm not allowed to show his pictures
( but I will, later, it's called laziness :P)



P/s:
One year five months. I shall call it quits :)

Miss them times infinity ♥

You're probably sick of hearing this but I don't care
I wanna move back.
Seriously what's the use in 2 years time?
I've GRADUATED by then, I wouldn't even want to be in Malaysia

Fine, I'll get back to blogging about the sleepover at Selena's
5 in the morning is a bad time to take pictures
I look like serious crap -.-
Spent almost 2 days gossiping and catching up, we never run out of topics
Even hanging out and doing nothing practically is fun with them :)

Stole the pictures from ChaoWee's Facebook :D



Dinner

ChaoWee watching GossipGirl

Important reminder : Never disturb her when she's watching GossipGirl XP







Late night snack

Aww...he looks so left out :D

Ended up watching Obsessed only cause everyone was too sleepy
& I left all my DVDS in her house, couldn't find them at the last minute, lol



HJ♥

I will NEVER do that again -.- plain embarrassing





ChaoWee♥

Had to jump quietly since it was 4am and we didn't wanna wake her parents, lol

A HUGE cockroach decided to join our party -.-
& I being the *cough*self-proclaimedSuperhero risked my life by smashing it with a book XD

ChaoWee was yelling at us to come kill it. ROFL

Selena's poor book. But it was thickest book we could find, sorry babe :)

Toothbrushes intrigues me :D

Selena♥
Do you know how hard it is to get a picture of her?

Sleepyyyyy

Around 4 in the morning







LOL, this is supposed to be our "WTF" expression

I love them psychos :)











If you've read my previous post
you would know that I only had 2 hours of sleep


My hair looks so geli -.-

SLEEP!

Selena's getting her stuffed dog to scale the walls like Spiderman. Spiderman's gay

Known them for 6 years♥

Bestfriends for life♥

Back to Penang :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Counting till the holidays

P/s:
ShinYee, thanks for the prezzie! Received it today, love ya :)