It's 11 minutes to midnight 

I'm so doomed.

P/s:
I had a nightmare about a prefect from our school zzz

That's the always-ness

&. I wish you weren't worth the wait,
'Cause there's something I'd like to say to you;
&. I don't think that you know what you've been missing,
'Cause I don't think that you know what you've been missing.

Your Own Disaster - Taking Back Sunday

Yay! Julia might be staying over at my house for 3 days next week :D

The subject I scored the lowest for is,

CHEMISTRYZZZ.

P/s:

Any Chemistry tuitions which doesn't fall on the weekends?

Why did I give you my heart?

I spent the entire day at home alone watching TV and stalking blogs.

I was clicking links randomly,
starting from Penang to Malacca, Sarawak, KL and ending back in Penang 

Small world -.-

Oh look. I finished an entire tub of ice-cream all by myself.

I guess I should go change out of my pajamas now.

P/s:

For once, please don't be happy for me?

You know why I bailed?

'Cause I never felt good enough for you so I gave up but I didn't expect you to but now I'm glad you did so pleasedon'tgivemehope

Don't tell me that you wouldn't be upset if you were me because.

1. You're not me

2. Trust me. You would be.

So yesterday wasn't the best day ever

I am still waiting for the punch line.

"Because sleep is when you have nightmares. 
and eventually, those nightmares become real"

I'm tired and disoriented . Lying on the bed and staring at the ceiling till the wee hours does not help. I start over thinking and obsessing. Very high possibility of me turning into one of those desperate freaks who start messaging people at 2 in the morning asking them if they're free to talk *psycho bitch look* I don't know what to do when school reopens. Probably start playing truant 3 times a week like last year.

There will come a day where I will be in a room full of people and I will scream at the top of my lungs because of all of the frustration and anger that is built inside of me.

Seriously, I'm about to go apeshit.

Not helping.

P/s:
One day I'll look back and laugh. Just not today, tomorrow or next week.

{I did a long post but instead of publishing it I copied and pasted it to another blog, sorry}

I don't know what to say.

Random facts

#1. I joined the Softball team in IJC

 And quit after 2 weeks when I realized it was reallyfriggingomgfreakingeffing hard to catch the ball

#2. I can't help the fact that my blog is cliche (lyrics&LAMEjokes) and I blog in Manglish (kays&lahs&wtfz)

#3. I always bend to the right in pictures

An example :

#4. I get really pissed off when someone texts me and makes me guess their identity

I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO OKAY!

(like stalking people on Facebook)

#5. I have the amazing ability to fall asleep anywhere during the day

(Wtf not normal!)

In the bus:

In class:

In a badminton court:

 NOT NORMAL.

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 This is HappyCat (more proof of my creativity)

 Moneyzz$$$!

 

 I blogged halfway and my mum just told me something that shattered me.

I'm not being mean. Arghwtf

Take back your life.

I can't believe Spain lost!!!

T_________________________T

I WAS ROOTING FOR THEM!!

Especially the guy in the jersey with Number 7 :(

BOO-HOO!!

Ferris was so upset he decided not to have his future wedding held in Spain anymore, lmao!

P/s:

And I can't believe I woke up this early to blog about football

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Despite all the tears, hugs and promises,

It's close to impossible to actually keep in touch with someone when you're staying at the other end of the country.

Primary bestfriends

I don't leave out people on purpose,
I just don't think about them enough 

RAWRRRRR.

All the teams I supported lost!!

(Sorry got distracted)

P/s:

Isit too late to quit?

All I ever wanted, all I ever needed was time

I went back Malacca....

....And watched World Cup everyday.

(Even the 2AM ones )

I could probably tell you the scores without hestitating -.-

Things to do in the car during a 7 hours drive

Number ONE.

Bring along your BRIGHTEST nail polish.....

P/s: ISEETHEMIDDLEFINGER

And give your brother a terrible manicure out of spite because his nails are nicer

Number TWO.

Take approximately 98324914 pictures of yourself, your dog, yourself, your dog, yourself, your dog

You get the idea.

His tail resembles a toilet brush

Number THREE.

Torture your dog...

By forcing him into a shirt

 And making him BEG (and beg and beg) for food

Don't kanasai me.

I get very lame when I'm awake bored :S

 Stalking FAIL.

I cut my hair in Malacca. I made a huge fuss at first because I thought it was really short 

Phobia kay! Bad haircut experiences -.-

 It's the same. 'Cept that I have this puffy fringe that keeps getting into my eyezzzz

Went shopping with my aunt :D

Starbucks

Note the eyebags. Blame the World Cup fever.

P/s: Weird because I don't even like football

Oh and I saw ChaoWee for like 2 seconds in Starbucks

She arrived just when I was leaving :S

 Went to the gym in EQ hotel after that 

Sakais use garbage bags -.-

The beeee-youuu-ti-ful showers

I almost fell off the treadmill while taking this picture -.-

*coughs*

I don't see the point in exercising.

After that "GRUESOME workout",
I went for dinner in Renaissance with my family

Exercising = Hunger = Eat more

I think this is the first picture I have of my dad! 

Satay Celup for supper!

 Like I said, I ate a lot :/

I don't need a DSLR. I only need to edit every picture like gila.

Righhhhhhhhhhhhhhht.

P/s:

We have homework? Since when?

Give me perfect eyesight for my birthday

MY RIGHT EYE!!!

T_____________________T

I changed the brand of the contact lens for the right side and it got infected. FML. 

Have I mentioned...

How much I hate packing?

Going back Malacca in less than 24 hours! ;D

I told Kenvyn my 3 'ex-boyfriends' (I WISH) were Chace Crawford, Kim Bum and Ashton Kutcher

This is what he replied :

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I think it's so amusing that everytime I'm stressed out,
I'm asked to 'Go eat chocolates"
In fact Xu-Xing and Clarance said that to me at the exact time, lmao!

Clarence says:
 hahah
 happy d lo
 go get more chocoooo
 hahah

XX says:
 chill
 go eat a chocolate or sumthing

I'm gonna make it a point to stop stuffing myself with chocolates

Yea righhhhhht :P

And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

See? I can live without you;

Last Friday, I regretted going to school
we were forced to sit in the field for 2 hours

Our principal was promoted so it was his last day in our school, 

and I think it was supposed to be some farewell ceremony -.-

It started raining, as if it wasn't depressing* enough

*depressing 'cause it was sooo boring

Walked over to the walkway and managed to bag front row seats to the basketball match between teachers and Form 5s :D

Uhh. The teachers won.

P/s: Basketball very dramatic

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P/s:
I have durian breath :X

9711234703741 miles away

That's nail polish and it won't come off

Shyteeeee.

Sometimes you need to step back to truly see what you were falling for.

I wanted to stay in bed and suffocate to death
by smothering myself with a pillow

Then I remembered there was leftover chocolate cake in the refrigerator so I decided to come up for air

Some things are worth living for.

KAYLAH. Attempt to be emoooooo fail.

I can eat chocolates for the rest of my life till I die of malnutrition or obesity. Whichever comes first.

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24th May

 Happy Birthday to my brotherrrr :D

This is the most recent picture I have of him
He has this phobia about cameras, pfftt

3rd June

Happy Birthday to HJ! ;)
So sorry for getting the dates mixed up :X
Fingers crossed that we'll get to meet up next week :)

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 Ivon couldn't go yesterday :(

I had a really bad hair day, the kind that makes me wanna yank all my hair out (sounds sooo familiar)
So I chopped off all my hair tied my hair
SO SMART RIGHT?

I seriously need a haircut.

Lunch at Kim Gary, Queensbay mall

SO HUGE!

Wendy!

The lil' boy was stalking her O.O

Wendy laughed like mad when the old man died and was lying in the coffin
According to her, 'he looks innocent' (I won't even try to understand :P)

Later while we were in Forever 21,

Me : Eh you remember what's the movie about ar?

Julia : Can't remember anymore, what's the story?

RM10 wasted.

It says, 'EFF YOU SEE KAY'

Buy me this top from Forever 21 and I'll love you to bits ;)

AND the hat too. Oh oh and the bag :P

While I was paying at the counter,
Julia and Wendy went off to Starbucks and I was supposed to meet up with them there

 I am so freaking blind.

How do you get THIS

and THIS mixed up?

I waited outside Coffee Bean instead -.-
It wasn't very funny then especially since my phone was out of credit :X

EYEBAGS T________T

Wendy and her half free Starbucks :P